My story hmmm.....ok....well i'm 32 i'm way way overweight, I have insulin resistance+ pcos and that is why i am here.  my symptoms are so severe i can't stand it anymore. I don't have insurance so I am not taking medication at all, but the metformin makes me so sick anyway i stopped taking it when i did have it sooooo i guess it doesn't matter, it's my fault for not staying ontop of it.  I have just decided to have wls rny and it's all happening too fast for me.  i don't have insurance, so i will be a cash patient.  i really need to find a good support group in or near long beach,ca to attend....i'm still looking.  i need to be more proactive in this process....i just started all this a few weeks ago and i'm set to have the surgery friday.................yikes!!  i'll revise this later.......i suck at blogging hahahhaha.

4/13/08 revised....lol
I am a very fortunate person.   As of right now in my life everyone is healthy and for the most part happy, I am so thankful for that.  I thank my lucky stars everyday that I have such loving, wonderful, supportive parents, family, friends and a husband that adores me for me. He is my best friend and soul mate. We've been together for 15 yrs, I am truly blessed.....he is the bee's knee's I tell ya! lol.  

Growing up I was not overweight,  I was always involved in some sort of activity, dance, sports or whatever.  I didn't start gaining weight until I turned about 20.  Since that time my weight has increasingly gotten higher and higher each and every year.  when I was 23 I did the Lindora diet and lost 70lbs......dam i looked good....hahha...no but really... i felt good anyway, whether i looked good or not.  I speed walked 4-5 miles a day did the low carb high protein thing and it worked.  But as soon as I slacked off on the no carbs (or low carbs i should say) my weight came back with a vengeance, No matter weather I was still walking or not.  So since then I've been dieting off and on and doing different things but nothing has really helped my steady weight gain.  3 years ago I was diagnosed with PCOS and insulin resistance.  I always knew something was wrong I just didn't know what.  Honestly after I found out about my pcos I just kinda gave up on dieting and worring about it.  I guess I kinda got numb to it and felt sorta helpless,  the woe is me syndrome.  But NO MORE!  So here I am about to undergo WLS to try and correct my insulin levels and all the other hormones that are out of whack so I can live a healthy, happier life.  Shit, low carbs huh?  watch this!!!  I will beat this pcos at it's own game!  I'll always have it but with WLS i'll be able to combat it and hopefully keep that bullsh** at bay.  lol.
    Wish me luck  



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