kikislove2
My story is really no different than the millions of men and women out there, wishing for something better. The millions of people that have tried any and everything to lose weight, to feel the depression and self hatred at times. I do believe I am a beautiful person in spirit and in my soul. But as my health fails, I feel like such a failure, because I never should have allowed myself to get this bad, to go this low. I feel ashamed that I have allowed food to control me. I am always the one that takes everyones problems and make them my own, to stick in there to help anyone, but I have never quite accepted the help that was offered to me. But today I feel like a new woman, because I know what is ahead of me. The days where I won't need an inhaler anymore, where my back and knees will not hurt due to trying to support too much weight, when I won't tire myself out just trying to get out of the bed, or sit in a chair..and last but not least, the time where I can be the person on the outside I feel I am on the inside. I love me, and this world better watch out when the day comes where I love to look at me..LOL
About Me
Before & After
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