Kimberly129
I DID IT!!!!
Dec 03, 2010
I am the worst blogger ever, I think about blogging but then get caught up doing other stuff and forget....Well I finally did it, I had my surgery 2 days ago on December 2nd. I was laying on the operating table and I decided I wanted to back out I didnt want to go thru with it, I wanted to tell them let me up and let me leave, someone asked me where I lived and I said the town and then the next thing I knew I was being woken up, and it was over with, I didnt really have much pain in my stomach it was more of the gas in the lower chest area. That has pretty much went away. I have more pain now in my back from being on my back for so long then I do on my stomach. I am so glad I didnt get the chance to tell them in the OR to let me get up. (I have walked out of an OR b4 right as they were getting ready to strap me down. not for this procedure for a c-section) But im so glad i didnt. I thought it was going to be so much more painful then it was. I was so scared and wasnt sure i really wanted to give up the food I love so much, but waking up and knowing that its done and over with and I have a change to be a healthier mom for my son, and for myself its not even a thought in my mind anymore that maybe i was cupcake or bag of chips or anything, im looking forward to eating right and teaching my son how to eat right, its not the life I want him to grow up and have. I have been teased all my life for being the fat girl and I dont want him to have to be teased at all ever for being overweight. I promise myself I will teach him the right way to eat healthy and we will get healthy together.
well back to my surgery, im glad its done and over with and I just pray that its smooth sailing from here on out I have wanted this for so long and its not everyday that it comes along. I have faught for the last year to get to this date and I am here I am not going to ruin it all for food. I will take this for what its meant for and I will embrace it be proud that I was given a chance to lose the weight and have this amazing tool to help me get to a healthy weight. Well sounds like I just did a lot of rambling on, so ima sign off for now. its almost 2am i cant sleep im still in the hospital my back hurts from being in the bed my butt hurts from sittin in the chair, guess ill go walk for a lil bit and hopefully get tired!
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About Me
Austin, TX
Location
39.9
BMI
Surgery
12/02/2010
Surgery Date
Surgeon
Mar 10, 2010
Member Since
