kimberly_gr
Too Doggone Angry
Aug 30, 2010
I've been riding the emotional roller coaster through this journey. The emotion lately is anger, and I don't like it.In the beginning of this I went through some anger when I got all my papers in the mail from the surgeon's office with all of my appointments and "to-do" list. I figured out that anger was coming from feeling out of control and a fear of change. I got over that anger within a couple of days--no therapy required.
This time, I've been pretty angry for the last week. I'm sure it has something to do with being close to appying for surgery approval from insurance. I'm sure it has to do with me not having control over that, but I'm not sure that this is the only thing making me angry. All I know is that I don't like myself this way, and I hope it either passes or that I get to the root of it soon. If I don't figure this out soon, I may need therapy. I don't want to be that angry, middle-aged woman--I don't want to be her.
