Kim J.
Long time no see!
Jun 04, 2012
It been almost 4 years since my RNY. I can't believe it! I have been happier then I have ever been in my life! Although now the weight is starting to come back. I have gained 19 lbs from my smallest weight! I know its me. My RNY did not fail me. I have fallen off the wagon big time!When I started this journey I felt like I could eat whatever I wanted because I couldn't eat a lot! I pretty much just took a few bites of this and that. Well, that is NOT the right way to start out. I feel if I had done things differently when I started this journey I would have been in a better mind set for this far out from surgery. I need to get back to the basics....AGAIN! I will always be starting over!
On the plus side when It all began I had an eating disorder that I have had as far back as 10 years old. Thats just when I can remember it starting. I have always struggled with weight. But when I had my surgery I wasn't able to purge myself like I had in the past. Oh, I have thrown up pleanty because I eat the wrong thing or too much. But I can't purposly walk in the bathroom and throw up just to get rid of my food now. It just doesnt' come up. So that right there has made this surgery a success.
I have read the forums on here where people have posted their RNY failed. NO, it didn't! People Fail to follow the plan! Simple as that. Its hard, and its not fun and it really sucks to have to watch what you put in your mouth. I have found a new passion in cooking! But I need to cook the right things. I have to get back on my program. Get back to the basics. I said AGAIN earlier in this blog because I check myself into the BACK on track self a LOT! Now I have to do it again!
I heard something the other day and I wrote it down!
To have what you want you have to SEE IT! See yourself thin, See yourself Healthy SEE yourself Happy
Achieve it by saying I CAN! Surround yourself with everything that has to do with your goal! This board, weight loss magazines and books. Positive PEOPLE! People that aren't going to just say SUCK it up and go on. Let them listen first and then tell you to SUCK it up and get yourself back on track! Not just easy peasy people! :)
And Last.... You have to WANT it! Want it more then ANYTHING else!
See it...Say I CAN...Want it!
Nothing worth having is easy!
Nothing tastes as good as being thin feels!
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About Me
Claremore, OK
Location
35.7
BMI
Surgery
12/16/2008
Surgery Date
Oct 19, 2006
Member Since
