kiminmilw
learning is painful
Apr 12, 2009
so yesterday was Easter and i was nervous of how i was going to feel be surrounded by all that food so soon after surgery. i did better than i thought i would. i brought tomato soup with me so that i was eating at the same time too. then i went over by where my dad was eating and i took a baby bite of cheesy potatoes and bread. i had no issues what so ever. so then i come home and eat dinner around 7pm. i have yet to feel hungry. i decided to make rice because i figured what the difference between cream of rice and rice. i chewed chewed chewed, but unfortunately it all came back out. for an hour i thought i was going to die with the pain in my chest. i made myself throw up a few times but the after feeling of all the acid in my throat hurt like hell. man that was the longest hour of my life. now i know to not do that again. surprising though my stomach doesn't hurt to bad cause i hadn't taken pain meds in over 6 hours. i can finally cut down on it because either the pain is getting better or I'm getting used to it. yesterday was also the first day i had a bm since the morning of surgery. I've never had a bm feel so good. i was getting pretty concerned that something was messed up in the new pipes. its 4:30 am and I'm awake i am feeling a little sore in the tummy this morning. i also figured i was a little hungry so I'm eating some sugar free apple sauce very slowly last think i want is a repeat of last night. nothing like a painful learning session to make you really remember things
