kimjones120
WHAT THE FUGG???
Dec 02, 2009
Is it me or is this damn weight shifting in different directions? I mean, I pretty much weight the same, shid...my clothes still fit but it seems like something is not right. Docs says that all is well but it seems as if I'm stuck. Yeah, I treated myself for the Holiday, but trust it wasn't enough for me to feel like this. Anywho, I was thinking... Getting into this WLS journey is a never ending battle, and you literally have to go into it with that mindset if you plan to succeed. Think about it...If you get complacent, if you get satisfied, if you get comfortable in you're own skin you could backslide. One something with sugar turns to 2, one small bag of chips turns into 3 and so on, one cocktail turns to 4 LOL! For real though you get the drift right. Food and the satisfaction that it gives us is just like a drink to an alcoholic, the next fix for a drug addict, the next f**k for a man (Lol! had to say that cause ya know they can't live without it). Real Talk though, this is real and we must equip ourselves to succeed and make this blessing work. Another thing that I was thinking...maybe you can relate...a person that has WLS is never satisfied... Think about it first we aren't satisfied until we get approved, then once we have the surgery all we want to do is loose, loose, loose, and wonder why we aren't losing as fast as 'others' that we see on this site. After we've lost the weight and the skin 'sits where it may' ergo other issues as far as body image. We are forever a Work In Progress...which isn't that bad...at least not to me! I get a natural high witnessing my body transform into the well oiled machine that God created it to be. Yes, I would love to have plastics done, beyond my Panni, but I'm going to work with what I have for now and keep on trucking. My prayer is that this post reaches and inspire someone to never give up, and to never get satisfied on this journey. Push It To the Limits...Shid...Fake It Till Ya Make It...Speak into existence what you want to do, how you want to look and feel. I speak into this world every single day "I AM A NATURAL BODYBUILDER, AND I WILL ONE DAY GET ON THAT STAGE AND COMPETE!" Be Blessed Fam!!!!
