Am I going to make it

Jan 11, 2014

So I guess here is the depression kicking in. So after 2 weeks of hell, post op and 1 week before of hell(no being able to eat anything to prepare for surgery) I was so sure that I would have lose a 20 lbs, I can't keep anything down barely water. So today I was in Walmart, I go to the doctor office in 4 more days but I couldn't hold it in any longer I had to weigh myself.  ONLY 6 lbs! I felt like crap. All this pain and only 6lbs. I am hoping my whole year does not go slow like this, because that means I will only lose maybe 60-80lbs, no way near my goal of 175lbs. I am hoping that it is because my body is so musclular so maybe I should measure inches instead of pounds or maybe it's because I have been stuck in the hospital and have not been able to work out. Either way I feel just down.

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