18 Days Post Op

Dec 06, 2013

I really don't know what to think about the surgery. I am thankful I have had no complications, but I am in the regret frame of mind right now. I read its very common so I just think I will come out of it, but I sometimes think I wish I didn't do the surgery. I want to eat I didn't realize how much I really love food, people pre op think oh this is easy I can do this and go about with food funerals and things. I tried to fool my brain in thinking I wouldn't be this way (yea right) I am hungry and not just popsicles,broth, shake hungry, I am steak, fried foods, bread, pasta, rice hungry.... Sure I could eat all those things (I don't have dumping yet) but if your looking at a big 12oz steak n can only chew n swallow a oz its torture and then you make yourself sick cause your eating to much... I tend to eat to much I haven't gotten the count system down yet. I want to eat my whole steak... I am just saying. 18Days post op sucks lol

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