kjdcolts66
Monday, June 15
Jun 15, 2009
Not doing well today with the pain. Yesterday was hard; I wanted to eat everything I could get my hands on and of course, it wasn't the good stuff. So I gave myself over to the eating yesterday but did stay within my 1000 calories or so. One day out of the last 3 weeks isn't going to divert me; may slow me down for a few days but not divert me completely. The sweets that I did have didn't taste good. I'm used to the protein and good foods that the greasy or sweet foods just don't taste that good to me. Maybe it's in my head but I'll keep it there. It will help when the time comes for the surgery.WEIGHT: I didn't get on the scales yesterday or today. I'll do it in the morning to see where I stand. If I don't gain any weight, I'll be happy.
DIET: I stated above that I wanted to eat everything in site and I think I did. 1,032 calories and 24 grams of protein. See...I ate horribly. But I gave myself a break for the month and I'm not going to feel bad about it.
EXERCISE: consisted of getting up and walking to the bathroom and then back to the sofa. I did have to pick up Mycah yesterday so I drove to Boston and back, along with walking from the parking garage to the terminal and back. A bit of exercise but not much in the grand scheme of things. I wanted to meet up with Julie at the park but I couldn't sit yesterday to drive anywhere. I took a bunch of pain pills to be able to make it up to Boston.
SUPPORT GROUPS: Wednesday 6.17--Living Life WLS Group (Jules' group) from 7-9pm at Roger Williams Hospital.
Tuesday 6.23---WLS Support Group from 6-7pm at Miriam Hospital.
Thursday 6.25--Weigh to Win Support Group from 6-7:30pm at Roger Williams Hospital
APPOINTMENTS: Thursday 6.25--Endoscopy with Dr. G at Our lady of Fatima Hospital. 9:30am
Friday 6.27--Heather Gagliardi/Nutritioni
INSURANCE: Nothing new. Need to call Dr. G's office on 6.22.09 to followup
EMOTIONS: feeling kinda down. I'm tired of hurting and I'm tired of feeling like and invalid. Hubby thinks I should be all better and be the good little wife. I'm so irritated with him right now, too. The mood swings on him are incredible. Maybe my moods swings are the same. I don't think so but who knows.
I just want to quit hurting and be able to enjoy myself.
MISC.: Mycah flew into Boston last night. It was great to see her. She had a good time at home for the wedding. She spent a lot of time with her new step-siblings so I hope they continue to get along well. I haven't spoken with either Rachel or Michael about the wedding so not sure if it went as well as Mycah said or not.
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Pawtucket, RI
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31.6
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Surgery
09/22/2009
Surgery Date
Apr 20, 2009
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