RYN - Social Suicide?

Jul 14, 2009

Today is a rough day......I work with all of my friends at the same firm and lately I've really felt left out. Since I can't go out to lunch everyday (and consume 1000 calories) they have started to not include me other things as well. I'm not longer included on the group emails, dinner dates, happy hours, etc. I figured this would happen, I just didn't think it would hurt my feelings the way it does. Once in awhile I think "was being big so bad?"

I wish I could just be normal like everyone else and not have to worry about what goes in my mouth. I'm tired of eating lunch alone. I know it sounds insignificant and small but it bothers me. Our lunch hour is like the social highlight of the day! sounds pathetic, I know.

Oh well...this too shall pass. Just thought I would vent....

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