khira M.
My journey is just starting
Jun 21, 2011
hi everyone i joined this site in 2009 but i got lazy and never logged in so now here i am again june 2011. I started my weight loss journey again i went to the doctor 3wks ago and they weighed me I was 280 pounds!!!!! i was so shocked i knew i had to do something cause i do not want to get in the 300's. Starting on june the 8th i started my lifestyle change i am so upset that i let myself get this way. I started exercising and eating right i cut out fast-food,soda,sugar,fried foods and alcohol i wanna lose this weight so bad i can just taste it my long term goal is to weight 120 cause thats where i should be for my height im only 5'2. I have not wore a bathing suit since i was 10yrs. old i am now 21 will be 22 in october i wanna start seeing some changes i kno it's gonna take time and im giving myself a whole year to lose this weight. One LARGE thing that is holding me back is my large chest because i wear a 50k bra it is so hard to exercise i have went to the plastic surgeon for breast reduction surgery but they keep telling me i need to lose weight so finally i made up my mind im gonna do this. Since i started on the 8th i have lose 5lb. which puts me @ 275 woo hoo for me!!!! i still have 155 pounds to go i would of lost more but the first week i didn't exercise like i should of. so my goal this week is to exercise 2x a day for 30min today is wednesday im on my 3rd day going strong im trying to burn at least 500 cal. a day, today i burned 651!!!!! =) i will be so happy when i am done fighting this battle i wanna wear a bathing suit perferbly a bikini lol. Since i am evolving into a woman i wanna feel more sexy about myself i have never felt that way and i wanna gain more confidence about khira!!! i feel like this weight is holding me back from doing so many things i wanna go to school to become a pharmacy tech. but i don't have my highschool diploma my main goal is to get it when school starts up again in august then go to college and move out of this small town i live in i stay in northern california but i wanna move to southern california cause i love my weather and the beach i wanna start a new life and there is nothing holding me back as my mom keeps telling me lol. i ready to start living my life and im letting it pass me by. I'M READY TO MAKE A CHANGE!!!!!!!!
