Almost 6 months out!

Jun 01, 2009

OK-my mind is playing tricks on me. When I look in the mirror I see the same old fat person I always was. Not a problem as I know that after losing over 100 lbs I have to be thinner! However, now even when I look at new photos of myself, I still see the same-old size 30 person-not the size 14/16 person! A few months ago the photos made it seem real-now, not so much. I am MUCH healthier, and working on being much happier. I am becoming more outgoing and confident-even flirtied with a nice guy this week-can you believe it!? I CAN now eat anything, but that doesn't mean I DO-I am terrified of regain, and I still never have a full sensation when I eat a meal. So I still measure, measure, measure everything. I have big plans for the summer-going to spend June, July and August at my home in WV. Lots of exercise as I need to paint, garden, decorate. I plan to take some refresher riding lessons-it will be indescribale to get back in the saddle! I'm also planning on doing some amusement parks-after so long being too big to fit! It will be good to reconnect with my neices and nephews-they are all teens now so hopefully they will still want to hang with Aunt Kristi! I will be missing my support group so will be relying on my OH family even more. 
If you are still in the "deciding" phase of this journey-go for it! You will not regret it!

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