I'm fugging tired!

Sep 12, 2009

Damn Flo decides to visit me. Sweet! I'm fatigued and still need to finish cleaning... trying to push, but...

Damn if I don't have much of an appetite - but I'm about to cram some ice cream and cupcakes down.  Watch tomorrow I'll be hungry as hell - just cuz I can't eat, sigh.

As long as the fibromyalgia doesn't flare up (why I'm  trying to rest often and going slow), I should be OK.


So, here's one of my swan songs... hopefully I can get to the land of self confidence/acceptance/esteem.


"Imagine Me"

Imagine me
Loving what I see when the mirror looks at me cause I
I imagine me
In a place of no insecurities
And I'm finally happy cause
I imagine me

Letting go of all of the ones who hurt me
Cause they never did deserve me
Can you imagine me?
Saying no to thoughts that try to control me
Remembering all you told me
Lord, can you imagine me?
Over what my mama said
And healed from what my daddy did
And I wanna live and not read that page again

[Chorus:]
Imagine me, being free, trusting you totally finally I can...
Imagine me
I admit it was hard to see
You being in love with someone like me
But finally I can...
Imagine me

Being strong
And not letting people break me down
You won't get that joy this time around
Can you imagine me?
In a world (in a world) where nobody has to live afraid
Because of your love fears gone away
Can you imagine me?

[Bridge:]
Letting go of my past
And glad I have another chance
And my heart will dance
'Cause I don't have to read that page again

[Chorus x2]

[Vamp:]
Gone, gone, it's gone, all gone

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