Grew up in a small town
And when the rain would fall down
I'd just stare out my window
Dreamin' of what could be
And if I'd end up happy
I would pray

Trying hard to reach out
But when I tried to speak out
Felt like no one could hear me
Wanted to belong here
But something felt so wrong here
So I prayed I could breakaway

I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly
I'll do what it takes till I touch the sky
And I'll make a wish, take a chance, make a change
And breakaway
Out of the darkness and into the sun
But I won't forget all the ones that I love
I'll take a risk, take a chance, make a change
And breakaway

Wanna feel the warm breeze
Sleep under a palm tree
Feel the rush of the ocean
Get on board a fast train
Travel on a jetplane, far away
And breakaway

I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly
I'll do what it takes till I touch the sky
And I'll make a wish, take a chance, make a change
And breakaway
Out of the darkness and into the sun
I won't forget all the ones that I love
I gotta take a risk, take a chance, make a change
And breakaway

Buildings with a hundred floors
Swinging round revolving doors
Maybe I don't know where they'll take me
But, gotta keep moving on, moving on
Fly away, breakaway

I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly
Though it's not easy to tell you goodbye, gotta
Take a risk, take a chance, make a change
And breakaway
Out of the darkness and into the sun
But I won't forget the place I come from
I gotta take a risk, take a chance, make a change
And breakaway

 

My goals for weight loss:

 

 

Fit into all chairs comfortably – especially movie theaters and booths

 

Go to an amusement park again

 

Wear a 2-piece swimsuit

 

Be able to reach most parts of my body easily

 

Wear name-brand clothes

 

Run a mile easily

 

Look in the mirror without wanting to die

 

Wear a normal bra

 

Wear sexy underwear without fat rolls hanging out

 

Wear rings again – normal sizes

 

Cross my legs easily

 

Wear smaller shoes

 

Wear sandals in public

 

Have a regular towel fit around me

 

Want to have my picture taken and be happy about it

 

Be able to button a bra behind my back without effort

 

Wear shorts in public

 

Wear a tank top – and in public

 

Feel sexy

 

Get off depression meds for life

 

Be healthy!

 

Take a walk for fun – even a run!

 

Be able to have sex – in any position J easily

 

Be able to put my hair up and not worry my face is too fat for it

 

Fasten any seatbelt easily

 

Use the stairs without hearing my knees crackle

 

Go 24 hours without my back hurting from standing

 

No more thigh chafing

 

Go to a spa for the first time!

 

Stop sweating at the slightest exertion

 

Get up and down from the floor easily

 

Work out at a public gym comfortably

 

Not be limited by being overweight

 

Have a lap again!

 

Go to a restaurant and not feel embarrassed

 

See some muscle!

 

Not worry about weight limits on everything

 

Go to the beach and tan without being fully clothed

 

Stop assuming people are always laughing at me or talking about my weight negatively

 

Not have to worry if I’m going to be able to “squeeze” by someone without hitting him or her with my fat rolls

 

Have a guy give me a second look

 

Wear skirts!

 

Go swimming without any hesitation of who’s looking at me

 

Fit comfortably in any car

 

Shop at the mall without feeling out of place

 

Be able to travel anywhere

 

Take a bath without having to wonder how I’ll get out of the tub

 

Ride a bike – heck maybe even a motorcycle!

 

Weigh less than 200 pounds

 

Have my boyfriend’s clothes be bigger than mine

 

Wear clothes I used to fit in that are just collecting dust in my closets

 

Shop at Victoria’s Secret

 

Stop avoiding people I haven’t seen in a while for fear they’ll realize how fat I’ve gotten

 

Have someone tell me I’m thin

 

Wear a hat and look cute

 

Wear high heels

 

Go on a cruise

 

Have the tray table on an airplane be able to come down in my lap and not stop by the time it hits my boobs

 

Wear a belt

 

Have colorful clothes

 

Go back to NYC and not want to die from all the subway steps – actually be able to see the whole city and walk around easily

 

See my collar bone and wrap my fingers around my wrist

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About Me
Virginia Beach, VA
Location
27.1
BMI
RNY
Surgery
04/02/2007
Surgery Date
Jan 13, 2007
Member Since

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I've updated my weight loss goals!
It's been forever!
1/3 of the way there!

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