kreative_kat
Grew up in a small town
And when the rain would fall down
I'd just stare out my window
Dreamin' of what could be
And if I'd end up happy
I would pray
Trying hard to reach out
But when I tried to speak out
Felt like no one could hear me
Wanted to belong here
But something felt so wrong here
So I prayed I could breakaway
I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly
I'll do what it takes till I touch the sky
And I'll make a wish, take a chance, make a change
And breakaway
Out of the darkness and into the sun
But I won't forget all the ones that I love
I'll take a risk, take a chance, make a change
And breakaway
Wanna feel the warm breeze
Sleep under a palm tree
Feel the rush of the ocean
Get on board a fast train
Travel on a jetplane, far away
And breakaway
I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly
I'll do what it takes till I touch the sky
And I'll make a wish, take a chance, make a change
And breakaway
Out of the darkness and into the sun
I won't forget all the ones that I love
I gotta take a risk, take a chance, make a change
And breakaway
Buildings with a hundred floors
Swinging round revolving doors
Maybe I don't know where they'll take me
But, gotta keep moving on, moving on
Fly away, breakaway
I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly
Though it's not easy to tell you goodbye, gotta
Take a risk, take a chance, make a change
And breakaway
Out of the darkness and into the sun
But I won't forget the place I come from
I gotta take a risk, take a chance, make a change
And breakaway
My goals for weight loss:
Fit into all chairs comfortably – especially movie theaters and booths
Go to an amusement park again
Wear a 2-piece swimsuit
Be able to reach most parts of my body easily
Wear name-brand clothes
Run a mile easily
Look in the mirror without wanting to die
Wear a normal bra
Wear sexy underwear without fat rolls hanging out
Wear rings again – normal sizes
Cross my legs easily
Wear smaller shoes
Wear sandals in public
Have a regular towel fit around me
Want to have my picture taken and be happy about it
Be able to button a bra behind my back without effort
Wear shorts in public
Wear a tank top – and in public
Feel sexy
Get off depression meds for life
Be healthy!
Take a walk for fun – even a run!
Be able to have sex – in any position J easily
Be able to put my hair up and not worry my face is too fat for it
Fasten any seatbelt easily
Use the stairs without hearing my knees crackle
Go 24 hours without my back hurting from standing
No more thigh chafing
Go to a spa for the first time!
Stop sweating at the slightest exertion
Get up and down from the floor easily
Work out at a public gym comfortably
Not be limited by being overweight
Have a lap again!
Go to a restaurant and not feel embarrassed
See some muscle!
Not worry about weight limits on everything
Go to the beach and tan without being fully clothed
Stop assuming people are always laughing at me or talking about my weight negatively
Not have to worry if I’m going to be able to “squeeze” by someone without hitting him or her with my fat rolls
Have a guy give me a second look
Wear skirts!
Go swimming without any hesitation of who’s looking at me
Fit comfortably in any car
Shop at the mall without feeling out of place
Be able to travel anywhere
Take a bath without having to wonder how I’ll get out of the tub
Ride a bike – heck maybe even a motorcycle!
Weigh less than 200 pounds
Have my boyfriend’s clothes be bigger than mine
Wear clothes I used to fit in that are just collecting dust in my closets
Shop at Victoria’s Secret
Stop avoiding people I haven’t seen in a while for fear they’ll realize how fat I’ve gotten
Have someone tell me I’m thin
Wear a hat and look cute
Wear high heels
Go on a cruise
Have the tray table on an airplane be able to come down in my lap and not stop by the time it hits my boobs
Wear a belt
Have colorful clothes
Go back to NYC and not want to die from all the subway steps – actually be able to see the whole city and walk around easily
See my collar bone and wrap my fingers around my wrist