Oct 11, 2011Got married to the man of my dreams at the end of August. Not a lot of time to update right now. I'm the happiest I have been in my life except with respect to my weight. I am 207 lbs -- up 57 lbs from my lowest. I never dreamed that I would be one of the ones who "failed". I'm mortified and ashamed and very down on myself. I can't believe I let this happen.
Anyway, wanted to be accountable. I'm going to go back and read what I did in year 1 when I lost 120 lbs and see if I can do that again.
I've lost faith in my abilities ... still teaching exercise classes 3-4 times a week but at this size? Feeling like a sham and not comfortable up on stage at all at all.
Mar 05, 2004