Feb 21, 2010Today I had another "WOW Moment"!! I purchased a used loft bed set on craigs list for my 18 year old son Brian. He moved back home a couple months ago when he and his girlfriend split up. Since than he has been sleeping on the living room floor on a blow up mattress. I dont really want my living room looking like a dorm room,but the kid needs to be off the floor alreaday...lol. anywayz.... He was sick today so my older son James and I had to go get the set. It was in a second floor apartment. I climbed those stairs ...up and then down with heavy metal bed pieces and parts....not once, not twice, but THREE times..and OMG!!! I'm still alive and not totally exhausted!!!! I cant believe that. Last year this time I could hardly step up a curb or walk from the car witht out being exhausted and in massive pain...sweating....panting and gasping for air. I would have died if I had even attempted this. So, though I still have my moments of doubt..."why did I do this to myself"...when I eat too fast or cant have bread with my deli meat, or when everyone is eating Pizza and I cant cuz of the bread...... It's moments like this that really seal the deal for me. That make me realize that no matter how many things I go with out....and no matter how abnormal I feel at times because i'm alterd and diffrent, THIS IS SOOOOOOO WORT IT!!!!!!!!!!!!! I've only lost about 86 pounds to date...I cant wait to see what I feel like when I reach my goal!!!