OH MY... It's been so long since I've updated!! Sorry

Feb 02, 2012

Wow so much to update!!! I am still holding strong at around 145lbs 2 years down!!! I've gained a few pounds but that is because I've had some issues. I have been feeling horrible these past few months, just not myself at all! I don't want to do anything, I'm stressed from work (shortage of staff) Horrible headaches, a little bit of weight gain, really bad moods and ALWAYS tired!!! I thought I was becoming depressed or something.  My doctor put me on Anti-depressants and also check my blood work to make sure everything that ok on that end. Well she called me Monday and my B-12 is sooo low, in the 100s! It’s supposed to be in the 700s. She started me on shots every 2 weeks for right now and then once a month. I’ve started to feel about 70% but not 100%, I’m hoping it won’t be long!

 

LOVE LIFE: My divorce was final on December 07!  It was a bitter sweet moment… I am still with my boyfriend, Scott. It’s going on a year and a half! He’s my world!!! Such a wonderful guy that loves everything about me (even my body) I’m so happy still and I hope that never changes!

 

I just wanted to give you a quick update of my life! Thanks for all your wonderful comments! You all are so great!

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Month 10! @ GOAL!!!!!

Oct 21, 2010

Oh my theres so much to talk about! First off I have to let you all know! I am GOAL!!!! 150lbs!!! It puts me at a total loss of 134lbs!!! I can't believe I finally made it and it only took 10 months! I still want to lose about 10 more pounds to make me 140lbs! I not worried about it though, if it happens it happens!

Now I have been on a personal roller coaster with my life! I left my husband al ittle over a month ago! I'm not going to bad mouth him or anything becuase I'm not like that. We are just two different people and I was just not happy! I never felt loved big or small! I felt like it was always one sided and I just got tired of it and one day I just left. He just watched me, didn't say anything just let me walk out the door. And til this day he has not asked me back. I think he knew it was over. I hate that I'm hurting him and I think that's why I stayed for so long... I don't like hurting anyone. My friends and family said but he's been hurting you for sooo long and its time to think about you...

I know this sounds crazy but I found someone... I am taking things very slow. He is completely different from Chris, which is awesome! He shows me how much he likes me. I'm really trying not to fall hard for this boy but its so hard! I've never felt this way about anyone in my life!!! He's prefect!!!  He's affectionate and not scared to show me his sensitive side!! He is a mans man! LOL He hunts, 4 wheels, skies, boats, and loves to hang out with his friends like it do! He's just what I'm looking for. He has a job and has his stuff together! I get butterflies just thinking about him or talking about him! I'm excited to see what happens in the future...

Anyway thats my update! Hopefully I will be on here soon again!!! 
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Month 8

Aug 17, 2010

Ok so I haven't been on here in 3 months! I've been so busy traveling and working! Anyway I've been doing really good!! I have lost a total of 115lbs since surgery! I think that is awesome!! I look almost back to normal but I still feel like I want to lose about 25lbs! Everyone keeps telling me no, I'm going to look too skinny!!! I don't know! I think I will look fine! Anyway that's my update!!!
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Month 5

May 17, 2010

Wow 5 months and I'm down 92 lbs! I have reached onederland!!! LOL I am feeling so great about myself and in general!!!!

Start weight: 284 lbs.
Current weight: 192 lbs.
Total Lost: 92 lbs.


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Month 3

Mar 19, 2010

OMG I'm so bad at updating lately!!! I can't believe 3 months has already flown by!!! Crazy! I have been soooo great! I'm loving life right now! I have had some wow moments and I'm kinda getting a big head! LOL I just love me right now is all! I haven't in a really long time!! My hubby is so proud of me and that means the world to me! My friends and family are all supportive also!

I've lost 60lbs in 3 months! I've so proud of myself! I work out everyday for about 45 to a hour a day! My biggest issue is protein! But other then that I'm good with everything!

Start weight: 284lbs.
Current weight: 224lbs.
Total Lost: 60lbs.
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Month 2

Mar 19, 2010

Month 2 was on February 9th! I've been really bad at updating and sorry about that! I just want to keep my tracking right!!

Start Weight: 284lbs.
Current Weight: 236lbs.
Total Lost: 48lbs.
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7 Weeks

Jan 26, 2010

It's been 7 weeks already and I just wanted to give you an update!!!! Most of you have known that I've had a really hard time! But Friday I went in and Dr. A did a Scope and opened my tummy up alittle more so food could pass. It worked so far!! I even worked out without getting sick yesterday!!! I feel really good! I was starting to give up but everything changed after Friday! I really starting to notice my clothes falling off and me looking pretty good!! Not to have a big head or anything! LOL

Start Weight: 284
Current Weight: 238
Total Lost: 46lbs!!! 
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One Month

Jan 17, 2010

I just wanted to update on my month which was 01/09 and I've lost a total of 35lbs. Still not feeling good! I had to do a Upper GI on Monday and went to the doctors on Thursday. He said that my new tummy wasn't draining right. It's very slow and when I eat something more then liquid it takes a long time to go through and thats what is making me sick! I'm going Friday to get a scope done and my doctor is going to put a balloon on the end to open my tummy up so food wont just sit there!! I can't wait to not feel this way!

Start weight - 284lbs
Current Weight - 249lbs
Total Lost - 35lbs
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Week 4

Jan 06, 2010

I have lost 32lbs total!!!! I'm so excited! Now all I have to do is really get on track with my eatting and not feel so sick all the time. I go to the doctors today and I'm sure he's not going to like my blood work but there's nothing I can do if I'm getting sick!

Start weight - 284lbs
Current Weight - 252lbs
Total Lost - 32lbs
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Week 3

Dec 30, 2009

Today is my birthday!!!! & my 3rd week!

It has been so hard recently! I've been having alot of trouble eatting. It makes me sick feeling! I called my NUT she told me I need to eat every 4 hours and that feeling should go away!! I hate everything I eat too! My tastes buds are sooo different! I HATE eggs now and I use to love them! I can't stand the smell or anyone talking about them!  I haven't thrown up yet! Thank god! I just feel weak! I can't stand any kind of protein! I've been trying to eat things high in protein so I get some in but it's horrible!

I joined a swim center yesterday and did some laps. I was so tired after! It's the best work out! I tryed working out at my gym in my office but I felt weak and only could do it for about 10 minutes but swimming didn't make me feel that way!

I didn't weigh myself today but I did last night and I'm down 27lbs!!!!! I'm so excited! I just wish I didn't feel so sick all the time! 

Start weight - 284
Current weight - 257
Total Lost -27lbs!!!!
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