Happy

Oct 07, 2010

Down 24lbs!!!
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Lost some weight!!!

Sep 19, 2010

Yaayyy!!! Im down 17lbs of course I dont feel it but the scale definitely shows it!!! Im super excited and that means im getting CLOSER to becoming a LOSER!!!
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My first appt with my Dr.

Jun 15, 2010

Well I met with the Dr on 6-9-10 and I am feeling great I have a positive attitude about the whole procedure. I will admit I was very disappointed in the scale when I got on I thought I have maintained my weight um WRONG it has went up. I have to lose 35-45 pounds and Dr Hoehn has referred me to a Dr and has request that I start talking a diet pill. I hope to lose the weigh in a month diet here I come!!!!

I need to find the one that I will stick to, Im so determined now so failure is not an option and I finally have made a decision that I am proud of!!!!!!!!  I wlll reach my goal!!!!
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Making progress.... 4real this time!!!!

May 10, 2010

Ok so I am really serious this time and my mind is made up. I have went to the seminar and have turned my packet back into the Dr office!!!! Yay me!!!
I have my insurance now and they pay for EVEYTHING I only have to pay $500.00 ( can we say excited) Im very nervous too. Alot has changed in my life I have the job I want and im 98% stress free, Life is good. I cant wait to get over this HUGE step in my life thank the Lord for the TOOLS we have to help us!!!!!!
Please give me some encouraging words OB family!!!!

Oh yeah and my insurance takes care of the excess skin 9-12 months later....... I cant wait for a new me to come!!!!!
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Ups and Downs

Sep 30, 2008

Huh I'm very emotional today I don't know why... I guess it just my hormones out of whack. Its almost 1 o'clock my time and I have felt happy, sad, excited, anxious and guilty. Whats wrong with me????
Like this morning I got up bathe, brushed my teeth and unwrapped my hair put my clothes on and went furniture shopping for my mom, then I got back home and started to feel sluggish and I don't know why..... Then its like every time I get on OH and look at everyone profile I wonder "How soon will I be able to start my new life". 
I find myself thinking back to the time when I work for Fed Ex and a co worker had met one of my friends who is a little smaller then me she told me that once you have that surgery she wont be around you and truth be told once I done all the research and she realized I was serious about getting the procedure she started to slowly pull herself away from me. So now I'm wonder is that how people is going to act or do people really only befriend you to look down on you. Its kinda hard for me to answer that because I know as far as how I dress and the looks department I have her beat its just that she is smaller than me.  On another note I think men try to take advantage of you when your heavier and play on your intelligence... Do anyone else ever feel that way? ___My mind is going in different directions today__


!!!Feelings!!!

Sep 28, 2008

1. To feel good about ourselves.
2. To have GREAT sex! :)
3. So we won't think people are laughing or talking about us.
4. To buy clothes in a normal store!!!
5. To have more energy!
6. To be able to tie your shoes/paint toenails.
7. To be able to sit on a floor and get up gracefully.
8. To wear a bathing suit.
9. To cross your legs or sit Indian style.
10. To fit into an airline/theatre/bus/whatever seat without spilling over.
11. So our ankles won't swell.
12. To fit into a booth at any restaurant.
13. To not need an extension to a seat belt on an airplane and to have the tray table not balance on our bellies.
14. To not worry about being decapitated in our cars with our seat belts on if we should be in an accident.
15. To not turn beet red after moderate exertion.
16. To be able to pick something up off the floor.
17. Panty Hose that fit!
18. To go to an amusement park and ride the rides.
19. To be able to sit in any chair without worry of breakage.
20. To not have to apologize when caught in a narrow aisle and have someone need to get by.
21. To go dancing, sky diving, bungee jumping....
22. To be able to go horseback riding or ride a bike.
23. To not worry about rashes and sweating.
24. To not have to listen to "caring" people ask why you don't diet or worse still... "gee youhave such a pretty face".
25. To not worry about spilling food, sauces or gravy down the front of your blouse/dress/shirt when eating.
26. To not have to think up some excuse for not doing something because you know your weight will impede you.
27. To not have your belly hit the steering wheel and to be able to fit comfortably in the driver's seat.
28. To have a bra fit comfortably and to be able to buy underwear at Victoria's Secret rather than at "Tubby the Underwear Guy".
29. To not have to worry about the weight limit of step stools, ladders, motorcycle, exercise equipment, etc.
30. To not get stuck in a turn style.
31. To not wake up feeling achy in the back..or to have ache free legs and feet.
32. So the bathroom scale won't creak and groan when you step on it.
33. To be able to leave the tablecloth on the table at a restaurant instead of dragging it with you when you get up.
34. To never be embarrassed about your size.
35. To not count tying shoes as daily exercise.
36. To not have to wait for the handicap stall when there are plenty of other stalls available.
37. To not be more out of shape than seniors.
38. To not break toilet seat when leaning to one side.
39. To try to make a double chin and fail!
40. Buy clothing bargains to fit the next year ... and they do!
41. Not to have to worry about plastic zippers or having your pants bust open.
42. Normal waistbands rather than elastic!
43. To wear knee socks correctly instead of worn like slouches!
44. To look good in a tee shirt!
45. To try on slacks or jeans and have the pant leg actually fit over leg!
46. To be able to get close to sink and not come away with a wet belly! 47. To get out of a stuffed chair GRACEFULLY and not look down to see if the chair has come up with you!
48. To not worry if the hairdresser's smock will fit! 
49. To not have people checking you out after looking in your grocery cart.
50. To not feel (and look) like a sausage in stirrup pants. 
51. To get promotions/hired or close that sale.
52. Pants that stay up because your waist is smaller than your butt!
53. No more boobs! (this is for the guys!)
54. To not have the fear of being rejected.
55. To not worry about how to get in and out of the back seat in a two door car!
56. One size fits all and it fits you!
57. To have a lap.
58. To not have the car you are ride in slant in your direction. 
59. To be able to get between cars in a parking lot without wiping the dust off with your belly and your butt.
60. No more heat rashes and chafing in the upper thighs.
61. So that the cloth in the thigh area doesn't wear away long before the rest of the slacks do!
62. To meet a friend online and not be horrified to have to send a picture of yourself.
63. To know you can go anywhere because wherever you sit you CAN be comfortable and look at ease.
64. To shop at the mall and not have your back ache from lugging your huge butt and stomach around!
65. To be able to stand still, carrying nothing and still look poised.
66. To be able to cross your arms across your chest without them resting on your stomach!
67. To have your feet get smaller.
68. Using your mouth to taste and chew food rather than as just a route to get the food from your lips to your stomach.
69. Blood pressure returns to normal.
70. To avoid other health complications from being overweight.
71. To be able to borrow a co-worker's jacket for an important meeting.
72. To meet someone for the first time and their eyes don't pop out of their head with amazement...because they never knew you're fat!
73. To wear a watch with a regular length watch band.
74. To not mind getting your picture taken.
75. To not avoid going to the doctor because you have to get "weighed" in.
76. To wake up each morning feeling energized and ready to go.
77. To not even worry about squeezing into small spaces.
78. To not have to enter an elevator and check the weight limit. 
79. To buy tie shoes instead of slip ons!
80. To be able to walk any distance without looking for a bench to sit on.
81. To look forward to shopping and just trying on clothes!
82. To not feel lower than low when an innocent child remarks about your size!
83. To not constantly be thinking of where your next morsel of food is coming from.
84. To lose 100 pounds.....
I'M WORTH

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