A thank you note to everyone!

Oct 26, 2009

The Jitters are here! Its bout that time...... 7 whole days and and I 'll be on that bench. I''m still excited and dnt have any doubts about my decision. I wanna thank god for making this possible. I wanna thank Brenda Barber my mom that watchin me also and will be there to see me do great and be successful. My dad, hes been by myside wit the ups and downs thru it all. My wifey, who haves bein doin the same and bein stict on me. Toni oh my goodness you have been my rock thru it all honey made me do the shakes had me walkin when I was tired and so on much luv to you too.  Friends that supported me and knew this day will come when I was bout to give up. My aunt that had me walkin that mall when she knew I wanted to get sum of this cookies that was smellin so good when we walk by The Great Cookie. All my oh fam witout u real talk i would have been blind goin into this. And last but not least I dnt remember her name but I saw her in a chat room talkin about surgery and gave me this website to learn about weightloss and how to start my new life so mad luv goes out to u also. My kids are excited also cant say that enough its for them, just as much its for me. Eboni Tyrez and Jamira mom luvs u so much and proud to have u rugrats in my life. Just a lil ty note for all and goood luck to everyone thats had, havin or still fighting to get this surgery. its a long rode trust I know. but u will get there

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The stuff I wanna do again or never done.

Oct 21, 2009

1.Fly on a plane

2.Go back to Six Flags (done!)

3.Shop for clothes in the front of the store (done)

4. Wear high heels (done)

5.Hangout in the clubs again and have good time and not see myself as the biggest one in the spot (done)

6.Fit in a normal seat (done)

7.Seat in a booth and be comfortable (done)

8.My HBP,HC.and SP is gone or under control (done)

9.Wear a biniki

10.Be more social (done)

11.Confidents (done)

12.Keep up wit my kids (done)

13.Go-kart riding

14.Go to Vegas

15.Exotic Trip

16.Ride a bike again

17.Outdoor Sports like(Cheerleader,basketball, and Track)

18.Get married

19.Spend the rest of my life wit my SheaBaby
 
20.Enjoy Life To The Fullest (doing)

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I got a date! Nov 3 2009. yeah!

Aug 27, 2009

Just reread all Ive been thru for this surgery from march 2007 till now. I can say I'm a fighter and want this badly. I got the DATE!!!!!! Its finally here I've been havin crazy thots now. And lil more relief that its coming. Plz god no changes and let me make it to have this in Nov. Long way from now but hey I waited this long and two months from now dont seem that bad. I was told that if they get a cancellation I'm first on the list. So its not that bad. I gotta use that cpap for the 30 days staight in october OMG that machine is the worst. Well keep you all posted.
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Whats new wit this 3 year journey!

Aug 25, 2009

It have been along rode but I'm at the door bout to open it. I did all I could to lose 30 pds and now I will get a date. I have went up to 434 pds and now I'm 401 . Wow never thought I would get that big. But I  did and i'm dealin wit it. I went on a liquid diet for two weeks and lost 20pds on that, the other 13pds came off on cuttin sugar and carry out food. Now I'm just waiting for erica to call and let me know the date will keep you posted on that. 
 

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Just finish an now waiting!

Jan 08, 2009

Just finish the 6 month nut class that my ins needs. Thank god I thot it would never be over. Now I'm just waiting till they send my ins papers off an see if I will be approved once again. So until then I will keep you posted.

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Its been awhile

Sep 09, 2008

I know its been awhile since I've posted but just been gettin alot of stuff done. I went to my first consult with Dr. Steele an shes so pleasant but very strict at the same time. She wants me to get an read a book called Weightloss surgery for dummies. I just set up my appt for my psy review on Nov. 4th at 8:30. Ive already started my nut tha begin on Aug 12th and ends in Jan. So as you can read surgery wont be happenin till next yr. but fine wit me just wanna get it no matter how long it take. So I will keep you posted.

Starting over!

Jun 18, 2008

Its been a long rode but I must start over again. I have move back home an damn it feels good to be back. I have a new doc name Ahmed and she all for me having surgery. I have a new ins that covers surgery, and I'm on my way to getting approve again. I will be starting a 6 mos supervise diet that start in aug an ends in jan. So as you can see I wont be havin surgery till next yr. Oh well I've been this patient.... I can do it again. So keep me in ur prayers an I'm moving forward once again to get a better an heathier life. take care everyone

Gotta get my bmi under 60!

Jan 25, 2008

Went to my appt on the 23th to see how im doing in losing weight an was hoping he could tell me why I havent got a date yet. Well I lost 1 pd since the 7th an that my bmi is 63 still. I ask dr. Suttmoller wat more he need me to do an he tells me that we just gotta get my bmi under 60. I ask is that why I havent got a date yet he replied yes. I was so hurt cuz I felt like if would had told me a long time ago that this would hold me up from gettin a date I would had went staight in to liquid diet. He told me that we going to get as much wgt off as we can. So for the last two days I've been on a liquid diet which is so hard for me. I gotta get use to not eatin  food an staying on a  strict diet. You just dont know how hungry I am but I'm fightin the pain. I will be adding in some of my protein whey in so I am gettin all the protein I need a day so I won't get weak. So until next time........ 


Ive lost another 8 pds.

Jan 08, 2008

Hey fam, Went to Mu on the 7th an got weigh in I've lost 8 pds,so that was a totally of 18 pds. I'm proud that lost that much,but I feel like I've lost more but when I went home to Maryland  an went to a depressin I pick up the old habits that help to get this size. So I'm hoping before I go back in may or june I will have my surgery. I didnt get to see the psy due to when Amy gave me a date an time to see her I was there but she didnt give me a address so I assume it was at there office. She had to rehedule me an thats at the end of the month the 23. Bur nothing I can do but wait. Im just so ready to get to surgery it seem like for ever I started back in March here it is jan 2008. well keep yeah posted at that date take care.

Doc appt at Columbia

Jan 05, 2008

 Happy New Year!    Last year was the worst for me. Having to bury my Mom was so hard , the hards thing I ever done in my life.  R.I.P Brenda Barber. I just got back in town today an I feel a lil better knowin that on Monday Jan.7th I go to Columbia to meet wit the doc an see wats next. They got my stress test finally after  a month an me having to call to see wats the hold up. My doc office a lil slow when it comes to faxing things. Her nurse will tell me she fax an I'll wait then call to see if they get the fax an it never fail they dont. I have to meet wit a psy as I was told a lil nervous bout that cuz I just went thru a hard time an I was eating like crazy, but I have been getting myself together so I hope this wont hold me back. Well will let ya'll know wat happen....... 

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11/03/2009
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