another loss

Jan 20, 2010

Well I found a surgeon who works with DVR, however; I got a call that I won't even be considered for weight loss for another YEAR because I'm on a waiting list. Another year?!!! What do they want?!!! I can't work. I've applied for disability. According to last nights' seminar with the surgeon's office, I've got EVERY comorbidity out there! And I still can't get anyone to pay for the surgery. My life reads like a "what will happen to you if you don't solve your problems with obesity early" book. No matter how active you are, no matter how many diets and pills and things you do, no matter what you are going to gain weight and your health is going to get worse. NO MATTER WHAT! Thats the story of my life. So, here I am, up against yet another dead end.
To make matters worse, my husband and I are falling further and further apart and I don't see any relief in sight. So I've lost my health, my career, my future and my marraige. All I have left is my son.
If there is a god, hopefully he is listening to my prayers....I'm dying here. If this keeps up I'll be an invalid by 40 and dead by 45.

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