LadySteeler
Genesis, Again...
Mar 04, 2011
I feel like I am embarking on a brand new life... I can feel the breath of God on my back... moving me not from one chapter to another; but into a brand new volume of my life! I pray that I continue to have the courage to walk onto this new Path...I have new people in my life... I have reconnected with a friend whom I haven't seen since in 30 years... and I have reconnected with a friend that my soul has known for what it seems like eternity... I have made new friends that I can't imagine what my life was like before! I have had to adjust with other friends; asking myself questions like: Do I remain open? (yes) Do I hold a grudge? (no) Am I the same with them as before? (no) Am I better? (yes) Do I keep looking? (yes) Do I throw them away? (no)...
And in the midst of the emotional upheaval of the last month, I remain strong, sexy, confident, kind, rational and loving! This is who I choose to be. It is not an easy task, requiring purposeful living and loving every step of the way.
Physically, I am in stall #one bazillion and one... I have begun journaling my food again. I am not eating enough. Have to fix that... I started training for a 5k... training totally sucks... but my body is responding well so far.
This journey is not what I expected... I thought I would just loose the weight and that would be that. But I have shed more than pounds. I have shed irrational thoughts, intolerance and denial. I have gained when I thought all I would do is loose. I have gained health, love, confidence, courage and peace... I am one truly blesses woman!
This story is far from over... it's just beginning, again!
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About Me
Clayton, NC
Location
34.3
BMI
Surgery
04/22/2010
Surgery Date
Jan 08, 2010
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