latinamommy
It's me again.
Sep 07, 2009
So it's been a while since I have posted a blog. So much has happened to me in the 2 months since surgery that I dunno where to start.I had a whole big long blog about how my surgery went and everything when I got back from the hospital and the darn laptop wasn't getting a good signal and timed out and took all of my blog with it. GRRRR. But now I have regular DSL and don't worry about the time-outs.
So surgery went fine. I don't remember much. I know I had horrible gas pain and found it hard to get up and walk without crying and throwing up but that passed about a week out of the hospital. I remember being so thirsty and only getting ice chips. THe rest is all a blur with little memories here and there.
I am about 2 months out and all is awesome. I am eating real food yay and found a protien that I actually like. Isopure zero carb fruit drink thingies are the best. 40 grams of protien per 20oz. LOVE IT!! I find it hard to eat all day to get the protien in by food so until that time I will take these drinks. I have lost about 50 pounds so far. I think that is awesome. I get a little discouraged by the stalls but I know I will lose this. I posted a before and after picture and WOW the difference is amazing, even to me!!! I swim every morning at 5am and try to ride my bike when I can. I need to get to the gym on a regular basis but it's so hard. I do play the wii once in a while and OMG I can step on it and the big red box doesn't come on telling me that they can't measure me. It's kinda neat!!
So for the shitty stuff...I lost my job!!! Not my fault it was a total set up but nothing I can do about it now. I would like to save my reputation but I KNOW that in this small town no matter what is said to try to save it someone will say something to make me look bad so why bother right? I am depressed as all hell. I actually have an appointment with my dr for meds. I can't get outta my funk. Nothing to do with surgery but everything bad that can happen is happening and I can't deal. I need to find a job but with the rest of America, it is not an easy process. So I thought of moving with my dad for a while and finding a job in his town but I think he was saying the unemployment rate is higher there than here...ugh. I absolutely refuse to work at McDonalds and besides I pay my babysitter about minimum wage so why work for free?? AND I can't have a job that has too many different shifts because I have 4 kids and my husband works out of town most of the time so I need to get them off to school and be home when they get off the bus. There aren't too many 9-5 jobs around. It is just so depressing!!!
So there is my little update. Hope you all are doing good!!
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About Me
Winslow, AZ
Location
34.0
BMI
Surgery
07/15/2009
Surgery Date
Feb 01, 2009
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