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 The bad mood has settled in. It's not chronic. Ha!
I did the anesthesia clinic yesterday. It was fine. Our part of the hospital is only $500. I don't think that's that bad. I'm sure I'll be getting bills and more bills from different doctors. I'll probaby get my surgeon unfront costs today. 
The anesthesiologist who talked to my was a resident. He was about 24. Poor thing. I shouldn't have been amused. I missed a bomb threat at school yesterday. Wa hoo. The sub only had my 8th period for 3o mins. 
I'm excited about the surgery now. I just have to get through the next week and 1/2. 

 The end

It seems like everything is about food. The movie has food. The book talks about food. I've been really good so far. I haven't cheated today. I won't cheat. It's just head hunger. I've spent a lot of time today not going into the kitchen to get something to eat. I cooked lunch for S and G, but I knew I couldn't do dinner. S fixed it and it smells good. I drank 4 shakes today and took my vitamins. I'll probably go to bed soon to avoid temptation. The shakes are good. I mix the choc and van and some coffee flavor. I want some PB flavor. Does that come in dried flavor? My snack drink today was the unflavored with vanilla and some almond and coconut extract. It tasted a little strong, but drinkable. We're out of milk, so I've been drinking with water, which is good. Tomorrow I'll make 2 shakes to take with me to school.  

 I'm starting the liquid diet Monday. Officially. I've been trying the drinks and cutting back for the past week. Part of me wants to gobble everything in sight. Other parts are so scared of failure. 2 weeks on a liquid diet!! I'll do it. I have to. I've gained too much since I've started the process. I have to lose some before I see my dr. Wed. 3 days on a liquid diet will get rid of some of it. I hope. I think it will tell me a lot about my eating habits. As far as eating when I'm hungry vs eating when I'm bored. I'm supposed to be planning an event and lesson planning for when I'm gone, so I have enough to keep busy. I'm going to try to exercise every time I wonder into the kitchen to graze. We'll see how that goes. It will be time consuming, at least.