Lauren1979

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 So my life is no longer the same. I can't drive or work. Hypoglycemia is affecting everything. I am doubting my dection to have had surgery. I don't like how I feel all the time. It is very scary. I feel slightly drunk all the time...I don't feel myself. I am scared that I will feel this way for the rest of my life. I am scared of dying from this. I have had death anxiety for years and now it is ten times worse. I feel like I am going to pass out several times a day. I feel like noone understands. I have constant tingling around my lips and nose. I don't feel safe being alone but obviously can't have someone around all the time. I have to constantly eat to keep my blood sugars above 90, but usually it is a struggle to keep it above 65. It is unpredictable. I could eat the same meal 5 days in a row and have a different reaction each time. I feel helpless...hopeless and scared.

 Its been awhile since I've been online. Its been a long road, but I'm still going. Down to 184, had another baby and a pannulecomy. Blood sugars are crazy and I'm going to a specialist that works with post surgery patients. Had small intestinal bacterial overgrowth during pregnancy....that sucks and is caused by surgery. I went 3 years no side effects then bam got hit with everyhting at once. I hope all my OH friends from the past are still fdoing well.....

199....WHOOO HOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

I'm in the before and afters.....I am so excited.....

to post your pics in the before and after you have to have a loss of 100 lbs or more...send your photos to [email protected] and put your screen name in the email along with any info on the pictures...like before 332 lbs now 204 lbs...ect...

Only 55 lbs to go...and man I am a working out queen right now...I'm loving the gym and I went on a jog this morning with my kiddos and the dog... who would have thought????

Been working out 4-6 days a week. Feeling good and loosing again... whoo hoo...

I am down 120 lbs and am feeling great. I've decided to join a gym next to my school so I can go at least 3 nights a week... I am so excited because I know once I start the rest of my weight will come off in no time...YAY....

SO since December I have totally fallen off the wagon... not working out, not eating enough protein, eating all the wrong things... today I am so getting off my butt and starting off fresh. I remember I loved walking and even jogging 5 months ago. I am doing Teabo which I love and I am starting to jog again.... during school we get 3 10-15 minute breaks and I'm going to start walking the halls instead of hanging out and getting junk food from the vending machines. Why is it even with RNY I can tolerate EVERYTHING? It would be alot easier if I couldn't. Granted I can't eat a huge piece of cake with ice cream... but a small piece and a scoop I am fine. I also feel like I can eat more volume than I should be able to, but I'm not sure if its my mind playing tricks on me... well I am back on track. I wish I had a gym membership....with $$$$ lacking in this economy I just can't swing it... I am so FRUSTRATED...

So I was friendly with a girl from OH for awhile until I learned we just weren't on the same page. Well she had surgery a year and a half before me. I saw recent pictures of her on the internet and honestly it looks like she had gained most of the weight back and so soon after surgery. She looks about 280 maybe more. I jyst don't understand going through something so life changing then sabotaging it.... I feel sorry for her. Her only chance to be healthy and she wasted it.... I feel bad for her. They didn't want to give her surgery because she was only 19 and didn't think she was ready. I think they were right.... its so sad.

Yeah.... finally under 40 when I was over 60 to begin with....