Depressed....

Nov 17, 2011

 So my life is no longer the same. I can't drive or work. Hypoglycemia is affecting everything. I am doubting my dection to have had surgery. I don't like how I feel all the time. It is very scary. I feel slightly drunk all the time...I don't feel myself. I am scared that I will feel this way for the rest of my life. I am scared of dying from this. I have had death anxiety for years and now it is ten times worse. I feel like I am going to pass out several times a day. I feel like noone understands. I have constant tingling around my lips and nose. I don't feel safe being alone but obviously can't have someone around all the time. I have to constantly eat to keep my blood sugars above 90, but usually it is a struggle to keep it above 65. It is unpredictable. I could eat the same meal 5 days in a row and have a different reaction each time. I feel helpless...hopeless and scared.

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