6 lbs =]

Oct 04, 2011

Quick post.. I have not had surgery yet, but Since the beginning of the month I am down six lbs. I am really feeling great about this. I just hope I don't gain it back. I hope to lose four more before my next appointment! 
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Struggling with looks

Oct 01, 2011

Today I am four pounds down from starting weight. I am waiting to start the skills classes on the 25Th of Oct. I am also talking exercise classes too, and I am doing swim aerobics on my own at the YMCA.

I am having trouble dealing with how I will look after surgery. I have never in my life been skinny or beautiful. Everyone says I am but I do not see it. I know that my health is more important than my looks but I am having trouble dealing with what I will look like post gastric after I lose the weight. My goal is 120-125.. I do not wish to be perfect, just healthy.

I have lumbar spondylosis and it is so hard to do much exercising without causing a lot of pain in my back hips and knee. I wish the pain would go away.

My over all goal is just to be able to run... without embarrassment of my jiggling fat or the pain that comes with it.




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12/30/2011
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