Struggling...

Oct 30, 2010

 The two weeks of pre op liquids was harder than I thought.  More emotinally than food hunger.  I fell off the wagon numerous time but shook off the dust, had some talks with myself and always got back on the wagon.  I think of food and plan for food all the time!  Today is Sunday 10/31/10.  My friend and I cleaned out my pantry and the kitchen yesterday. It was like a history of my eating habits without the snack food.  That was eliminated weeks ago.  We threw out many garbage bags of expired food, packed three Large boxes of shelf stable food for the church food pantry and reorganized food for immediate post op and later on items to be consumed.  I have enough Cases of bottled water, Crystal light, decaf tea bags, canned broth, boullion cubes etc...enough to float a boat !!  My mantra why buy one if six is better !!  I am looking forward to surgery in 2 days, Many, Many bridges to cross .... mountains of fat to loose ... Life to explore !!

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