two months down a life time to go....

May 27, 2010

Had my 2 mnth check up today.. and doc said he was proud of the progress that I have made and that i am doing great.
I have to admit that I was worried because I was not down the full 40 lbs he expected, but since I had a couple of weeks of issues he said it was not big deal.

So!  HURRAY TO ME!  I am so excited, my life has changed to much in the past 2 months. Not just my body or my clothes but my sense of... ME!  Who I am what I am capable of.. I am loving me.. it's been a long time since I cared enough about me to actual look in the mirror and like who I see there.

Sure the bod still needs help, but I have so much more confidence in who I am and where I am going.  I feel like the chain of food addiciton has been broken.

To anyone reading this... if you need a friend just let me know.. I know the feelings of depression, low self esteem.. Low, He**.. how about none!  feeling like everyone is watching you for a bad reason.. to point and stare at the "fat chick".

Now.. I know I am working my way to a fantastic future and that future lives in each and every day. It is not a far away someday.  Carpe Di em!  Sieze today for that is all your guarenteed.

 

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