Lotus K. posted a discussion topic 6 years, 9 months ago

Well. Hello All. I just had to vent a little. I had gastric bypass surgery over 10 years ago. I have regretted it since day one. However, I am more regretful now than ever. I thought I understood all the negatives associated with the surgery. It is obv


Lotus K. wrote a blog post 9 years, 5 months ago
Checking In After A Couple of YEARS! - Been really struggling trying to get this weight off. I am at 227.6 today. Whomp. Whomp. Been exercising like crazy...but you can't out exercise poor eating habits. My problem is d...

Lotus K. wrote a blog post 11 years, 6 months ago
Don't Know "the week" anymore - Welp. I decided to check in. I am at 214.2 right now. The struggle continues. I am still trying to get back to the 180s at least. So far...not so good. I just don't "feel like it"....

Lotus K. wrote a blog post 12 years, 1 month ago
Lawd...Lawd..Lawd - March 4, 2012 - Hey! It's another year! I went and had my bloodwork drawn. I weigh EXACTLY the same as I did last year! 217 pounds. In 2011 I did not for anytime during the year think about my wei...

Lotus K. wrote a blog post 13 years, 2 months ago
Still Keeping Track - Week 39 - 220.6 - I have not began my journey over. I usually start and stop and begin my weeks anew. I have been faithfully journaling every week. I am now on Week 39. I haven't lost...but one amaz...

Lotus K. wrote a blog post 13 years, 6 months ago
Not Sure of the Week --- 222lbs - I am still keeping track of the weeks...I just don't have my log with me at the moment. I am STRUGGLING! That is all I can say. Today's weight 222.0. Looking for a change in my ...

Lotus K. wrote a blog post 13 years, 9 months ago
Week 11 Status: 222.8 - Up: 2.2 lbs Not surprised. I am STILL not back on the bandwagon. That damn wagon has run me over and kept on moving. Its been FOUR DAMN WEEKS since I have been off program. D...

Lotus K. wrote a blog post 13 years, 9 months ago
Week 10 Status: 220.6 - Down: 2.0 lbs. Nothing to cheer about. STILL off program. When I go away on vacation and come back. I just cant seem to jump right back in. That coupled with no matter how much ...

Lotus K. wrote a blog post 13 years, 9 months ago
Week 9 Status: 222.6 - Up 3.2 pounds! Was on my second vacation getaway this month (4th of July Reunion in OKC). Ate what I wanted...didn't exercise...didn't take vitamins! Total Loser. I HATE w...

Lotus K. wrote a blog post 13 years, 9 months ago
Week 8 - No Weigh - Oh no... have major vacations going on. (Virginia Beach with Moms) Began the vacay exercising ... then fell off! Damn it I hate when I let life get me off track!

Lotus K. wrote a blog post 13 years, 10 months ago
Week 7 Status - 219.4 - Wow. That is all I can say. I am trying NOT to be down. This is the longest I have EVER worked out soooo hard. I mean... two hours a day. I have GOT to be more consistent with weig...

Lotus K. wrote a blog post 13 years, 10 months ago
Week 6 Status: 218.2 - Talk about sloooow and steady! But I will take the loss! I thought I was going to have a gain because of the pizza and rib-eye steak I had this weekend. I GOT to do better on the w...

Lotus K. wrote a blog post 13 years, 10 months ago
Week 5 Status: 219.8 - Well at the end of five weeks....I have lost a total of 4.6 pounds! Womp Womp! This is CRAZY SLOW! I bought a Bodybugg to see how many calories I am burning a day. I exercise for t...

Lotus K. wrote a blog post 13 years, 10 months ago
Week 4 Status - 222.2 - YEAH FOR ME!  One entire month complete of exercising and eating right! I gotta keep going...For the month I lost a total of 2.2 pounds... Womp! Womp! BUT, I have been exercising s...

Lotus K. wrote a blog post 13 years, 11 months ago
Week 3 STATUS: 224.6 - I wouldn't believe it ...but I have to...since it is happening to me. My body just does not like to drop any big amount of weight since surgery. I mean a week after my surgery....I...

Lotus K. wrote a blog post 13 years, 11 months ago
Week Two Status: 221.8 - Weight Loss this week: 1.08 Total Loss Since Recommit: 2.6 Man! this weight is coming off SLOOOOWLY! I did soooo good this week. BUT at least no gain and I didn't stay the same...

Lotus K. wrote a blog post 13 years, 11 months ago
Week One Status: 223.8 - End of first week back on the plan. Only lost .8 this week. Which is basically NOTHING! BUT at least I didn't gain. Hopefully next week I can move some numbers. I remember when I c...

Lotus K. wrote a blog post 13 years, 11 months ago
New Start Once Again - Yep...the dreaded diet re-start. I never thought I would have to worry about this after surgery...unfortunately I was WRONG. I can eat almost like a normal person now. Man. If I kn...

Lotus K. wrote a blog post 14 years ago
All Time High - Well...here I am...checking in. Failure. I am back up to 227.6! Unbelievable. The weight is coming back on sooo fast. I don't even feel like journaling about it. Just boo for me!

Lotus K. wrote a blog post 14 years, 4 months ago
Wow! What a Loser! - Well, here I am...a few weeks before my 40th birthday...still in the struggle. Still depressed...Still broke...Still Single... Still Childless...and worst of all....Still FAT!!! Wh...
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