it's been a while!

Dec 18, 2010

I haven't posted in a long time...didn't even celebrate my one year anniversary with a great post about how happy I am.  I am happy!!  don't get me wrong...I just thought I'd be different when I got this close to goal.  I'm three pounds away now...I've done well.  I've struggled with the self esteem stuff...I still don't see myself as a 150 lb person. But I feel like my journey here is almost at an end.  Plastics is the next step for me in the spring and then it'll be over...my life will go on as if I've never been fat. at least on the outside! Inside it's a different story and that one I'll be working on for life.  The physical stuff I've got down pat now.  If I need some help later on...I'll be back to get the support I need.  until then...take good care! 

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