leochick
My story is very similar to most here on the boards. I have been overweight all of my life but was mostly able to manage and keep it under control until my middle college years. In high school I was very active in sports and with my friends. Dating kept everything in check too. Even tho I still weighed 190lbs, I felt good about myself because I felt I was attractive, had great muscle tone etc. In college I met my now husband, and as I tell everyone, I got fat & happy. Food has always been such a social habit for my husband and me, my family, and our group of friends. It was easy to slack off and eat the wrong things. In addition, my activity level went way down after high school. I was in college and working a full time desk job. So, needless to say in 7 years I have packed on about 100 more lbs to bring me to the all time high of 300lbs. I used to tell myself that I could never weigh 300lbs. It just was not possible nor would I let it happen. Okay-WRONG. It happened. To make things worse (tho it is not an excuse) I have been diagnosed with PCOS and have more than likely had PCOS for many many years. Those of us that have PCOS, are now well educated about the weight issues and the up-hill battle that stands before us.
Now that you know my history, I can tell you about where I am today. I am 2 years out of college, married almost 3 years. I have an awesome husband, great job, great family and friends. I am truly a very happy individual. There is one missing link tho. I am overweight and unactive. I don't feel good in the clothes I wear. I miss feeling sexy for my husband. I miss going out and dancing. I miss riding horses when I got the chance. I am missing out on a lot!! And the biggest thing of all, I don't want to miss out on having children and at this weight, I will.
So I have started the journey to WLS and I am excited about the changes that are before me. I think this will only help to enrich my already "rich" life. My insurance requires a 6 month diet and I am in month 5. I read so many profiles and love the OH site so much that I have promised to become a more active member not only for myself and to look back on my progress, but also for others that come after me. I know the post-ops have helped me immensly and I hope that I can do the same for others.
