Its almost time...

Aug 18, 2011

In just a week i will be having a Roux N Y surgery.  I can't lie i am scared to death.  
Scared to fail, scared of being sick all the time, scared of complications from surgery.
I also worry if i am making a vane decision.
 
But, i am way overweight.  I have never been this heavy.  I was a bit chunky for a bit as
a child but most of my childhood i was thin.  Until i quit smoking as an adult then i 
gained a whole bunch of weight.  I now have sore legs, knees, feet and i can't even 
hardly walk a flight of stairs let alone go for a walk or play with my grandkids.  I have 
no energy and it just seems right that i should have this surgery.  If for nothing else,
then for my health.

 I do not have thoughts that i should weigh 100 lbs.  I don't want to
be that way.  I want to lose and be comfortable and feel good again.  I hope to weigh
somewhere between 145 and 160.  Even though i should weigh between about 
115 to 140.  

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30.5
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RNY
Surgery
08/25/2011
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Aug 18, 2011
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