lilbear412
Its almost time...
Aug 18, 2011
In just a week i will be having a Roux N Y surgery. I can't lie i am scared to death.Scared to fail, scared of being sick all the time, scared of complications from surgery.
I also worry if i am making a vane decision.
But, i am way overweight. I have never been this heavy. I was a bit chunky for a bit as
a child but most of my childhood i was thin. Until i quit smoking as an adult then i
gained a whole bunch of weight. I now have sore legs, knees, feet and i can't even
hardly walk a flight of stairs let alone go for a walk or play with my grandkids. I have
no energy and it just seems right that i should have this surgery. If for nothing else,
then for my health.
I do not have thoughts that i should weigh 100 lbs. I don't want to
be that way. I want to lose and be comfortable and feel good again. I hope to weigh
somewhere between 145 and 160. Even though i should weigh between about
115 to 140.
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About Me
MN
Location
30.5
BMI
Surgery
08/25/2011
Surgery Date
Aug 18, 2011
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