5 Months Out

Jan 25, 2012

I am at 91lbs down... and according to Ottawa I am 9 lbs away from their goal...Mine well you see in the beginning I wanted to weigh between 125 to 130lbs for my 5"4 frame...But as time goes by, I have come to the conclusion that I think I will be happy at any weight as it is...I am tinnier then I was even in High school...When they say your body changes, they aren't kidding...

I also have decided to set a date to get married. On July 21st of 2012 we are getting married..After over two years of engagement and me putting the date off...I finally got everything going...My fiancee is so supportive about everything...I love hime so much..  There are days when I wanted to run screaming pulling my hair out, and other days I could not believe who the person was that was stairing back at me in the mirror...Honestly I still cannot believe that beautiful woman is me....I have to constantly pinch myself in order to believe that is me...

But I do struggle with image everyday...Some days I still see the 271lb woman stairing back at me and on most days I see the beautiful skinny chick in the mirror...So I guess with time that will ease...

Other than that everything is good....Still training to run the 5km in May and now weight training more then usual...

Linda

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