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Jan 23, 2013

You ever have one of those days where you just need to cry and let it out? Well I'm having one of those weeks. My weight loss has stalled(I know I'm pre-op but I have to lose 10 more pounds), my mother is cranky and unsupportive,  I'm trying to raise my sisters son who has emotional and behavioral issues, and this same sister has no respect for me. And there's more but I won't even bother talking about it. The one week I don't have a therapist appointment lol It's taking everything I have to workout. I feel so drained. 

I just feel like I'm not allowed to be happy. Or that my happiness means nothing to anyone else. Part of me wants to run away as far as I can once I get this surgery. But I had always dreamed of sharing it with them and that maybe it would fix things.

It's not. It's only going to fix me. 

Le sigh!

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