fatigue

Sep 25, 2009

I am so damn tired all the time, I feel weak and fatigued. I hope that I will find that elusive energy that everyone talks about after I have my surgery. I have only enough energy to go to work and by 2 p.m. I am done for the day. And I have a desk job!
I have been gaining weight ever since I decided to start this process, I have been eating my "last" meal for the last three months daily! Also afraid to lose any weight, they might not do it? I know thats riduculous but you know your mind plays stupid games on you. I also start thinking that the surgery won't work for me, after all nothing else has ever worked. So here I am just getting fatter and more tired every day.
I have decided to start taking iron pills that I had prescibed last year after my hip surgery to see if I can boost my energy. When I see the doctor finally at the end of October I want to feel better. I would hate for anything to slow this long wait down.

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