Au Naturale . .

May 02, 2010

I forgot to mention i did a BIG CHOP last month [3/28/10] && now im all natural . . =] another journey . .

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Been a while. .

Apr 21, 2010

still no surgery . . my insurance keeps denying the sleeve. . so today im gonna meet w/ my surgeon and see if we can get a diffrent surgery approved and get this ball on the roll . . because my 21st birthday is less then 2 yrs away .

LATEST:

I got my own apartment guys ! yay me
 and i been losing weight on my own , idk if it is stress or im doing something right, either way im shrinkingg.

 anyways, thats pretty much it for me . . i miss sitting on this site and looking at peoples journeys, it really sucks that i dont have as much time anymore to be on here . . but none the less u can find me on facebook > heres my email . .
[email protected] . . love u guys && keep up the good work, hopefully the next post iplace on here is fulla great news or ever a surgery date . . =]
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Its been a while . . .

Jan 19, 2010

So its been a whilee . . . i know i know . . . i've been busy revamping my life and growing up . . . i got my own place now . . . and uhmm  i basically started workingg [my first job] ohh and i finally enrolled back into school . . . so now i start school next week . . && im excited as hell .

Still NO surgery . . . lost my insurance coverage so now im in the process of re-newing it . . . hopefully all goes well so i can finally get my surgery approval . . after the denials  . . . its like "okay im over this" . . . but i know somewhere deep down inside i know that im destined to get help && become a healthier me . anywhoo who . . . this is just a brief update . . oh yea by the way HAPPY NEW YEARS folks . . .[i know i know im awfully late] .

 anywhoo adioss friends . . update u sooner or later .
love ,sue-dee-anne .
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Been real MIA..but hey..

Nov 16, 2009

So i know ive been a lil MIA..cuz i started working..as a drug clerk in duane reade training for pharmacy tech..not only that but im tryna enroll in college out here as well as ..plus im working on getting my living situationn regulatedd..im lookin for a furnished room..thart i can hold down til i get enuff money saved for a studio..

Anywhoo guys..im back to regular...find me on Facebook or twitter..

my email adress: [email protected]

Ohh yea guys im still no down packed for my surgery..i havent gotten a call back from the hospital or nothing..so looks like im going to have to call myself AGAIN..keep me in yur prayers guys.

Lovee sue.
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So i've been deniedd..

Oct 13, 2009

I've been denied my Vertical Sleeve...not once but twice..UGH!..so idk now im up in the AIR and waitingg.
Anywaysss once i figure  out whats what...i'll get back to this story..a video will be coming soon..maybe sometime this week.

later guys...[sudian]
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Hey Guys...do me a favor! [if u LOVE me] =]

Oct 05, 2009

So i've been tryna keep my self occupied..&& decided to enter my Baby sister in a Gap casting call model search...it would mean the world to me if you guys would go out and vote for my little sister & help her get into the top few hundreds!
imma add the Link..Her  user name && id # so that u guys can find her..so heres all the information..all u have to do is sign up...which takes honestly 10 seconds..and vote..u can vote EVERY SINGLE DAY!

Heres her Info!

http://family.go.com/gapcastingcall/entries/Shardana09/

or

http://family.go.com/gapcastingcall/entries/Shardana09/281436829/

her User name is "Shardana09"...her name is "Shardana B."
and her ID # is "281436829"

guys go on && vote..id really appreciate it!

Love Sudian.
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Happyy 19th bdayy to me!

Sep 16, 2009

soo i've been blessed enuff to live and see another year..as hard as it may have been i still made it to a new age with new oppurtunities..and im happy and gratefull...i sure hope to see many more..anyways just wanted to share some 19yr old wisdomm on here..LOL!

nitee folkss.

Sudian.

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Goodbye 18...Hello 19..

Sep 15, 2009

So tonitee is my LAST night sleeping as a 18 yr old..and im kind of excited

although..reality wise..i know things arent going to change just because numbers

did...but im still grateful to be close to haveing the oppurtunity to be another yr older
and a whole lot wiser...anyways Good nitee folkss.
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Chopped.

Sep 13, 2009

So for a while i have been working on going natural..with..no relaxers or any chemicals which wud alter the texture of my hair..and i wanted to CHOP off my hair..&& i did it..to a certain extent..

this is the back of my head..
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this is the crownn..

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Very unflattering pic..but look at the hairr..
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I feel so free with the cut..i actually wanna go way lower..but in due time that will come..for now im gonna try and style this new look && see how my hair growss..

My birthdayy is in 4 dayss!!

sudian..
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Stressed..with new planss.

Sep 11, 2009

So i still havent seen or heard any information basedd on being approvedd...so im still pulling my hair outta my scalp! ughh! this is so damn annoyingg..

Anywayss..so im stuck..my birthday is in a week..[sept.17th] and not only do i have no plans i just dont have the funds or means to celebrate it..but the besides that the reason why im stuck is because..i have a friend from cali..and i applied for SANTA MONICA COLLEGE && im considering going through with the whole process and moving out there..but my issue is..i dont know anyone..and all my "family" ;lives in NYC...i reallly reallyyy realllyyy wanna go to californiaa...i want a change of scenery and just wanna run away from my headaches..heartchaches and migraness..

Truth is..im considering closing up shop in NYC and just going for the go..but im scared to go and have absolutely NO ONE..how am i gonna survive? am  i gonna get a job so soon!? am i gon go all the way outthere and be like fcked in the game like i am here?...theres so much question running thru my head and its really bugging me..

I didn t wake up one day and say "oh im going to cali"..no i gave it manyy of thinking time..
i considered the pro's and cons..i thought about
doing a brief CNA[certified nurses assistant] course for the next 6-12 weeks..
try to work and save..but i know if i cudnt get a job thus far getting one so quick isnt gonna work..
try and get myself sitiated as much possible..leave ny in late december..early jan..so i can be there a month and change b4 classes start so i can sort myself out down there..basically looking for jobs and meeting with professors and makin my self accustomed to the area of the school..ie' public transportation..ohh and as far as surgery i was looking up some local bariatric clinics out there..that wud help me continue my process after surgery and getting myself on track as far as the surgery goes..

im so unsure of my plans..cuz my mom already said once i go outthere..shes changing her number so when i start struggling i cant call her..and try running back to her..i wanna prove her wrong and get it right and do the damn thingg and get outta this badluck city and try as much possible in cali..honestlyy.

Guyss lemme know what u think..

sudian..
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