2yr 7mo out

Apr 13, 2010

 So I blog for me occasionally i guess to let myself realize there are others out there.  I am doing good but feel like my eating is going down hill :(.. I need a support group or system but cannot seem to find one here in TN that is not an hour away.. I am holding at around 138lbs. I flexuate by about 3lbs on any given day. I would really like to loose the last 10pounds and get a more fit body. Yet it is so hard to exercise, I need inspiration! I so want a positive work out partner to encourage me. If I could afford it I would hire a personnal trainier.
I know somthing is wrong when my favorite jeans no longer are fitting every day comfortable .. Makes me very sad. weight hasnt change but about a 2-5lbs since they fit perfectly. So what is the deal? I still get sick or have dumping frequently if I eat bad stuff. Guess I am glad for it, keeps me in line for the most part. I still and doctor tells me will always not be able to get physically sick again. Guess at three months I lost the muscle in my throat that allows that. He said it happens to a small percentage of people after surgery. So wish I could still get sick so when I over eat it could come back up and I would not have to suffer through tummy pain.
Other then my complaining I do feel very proud of myself. But pray daily for strength to not mess this gift up I was given.. Really need some support system to help me out..

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Sevierville, TN
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09/17/2007
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