And I will fix you...

May 25, 2011

I am going to get my lapband vbg cahnaged over to a bypass because the first time I did this 12 years ago was soooo much fun.  I have to do three months of weight management at Penn with my insurance so I am just starting that and trying to figure out how to start loosing some weight in the mean time.  It's all coming back to me.

Rock bottom is a lot different this time than the first time.  But I am uncomfrotable sitting down in chairs now, anxiety comes over me wondering if there is going to be anywhere for me to sit when I go to the movies or anywhere else.  It's time to take control again.  I let my life spin away from me and it's time to reel it back in. 

I've already had an upper gi, chest xray.... the psych evaluation is scheduled..  the 2 nights of sleep apnea is scheduled. 

I want to fit in something other than a truck. God how did things spin so far out of control again. 

Deep breaths.

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