llben79
Trying to breathe...
May 10, 2009
Ok, well...just a quick update...I've decided to get counseling. I'm not sure for what reason, why my head is not in a good place, I know it's a lot of past "growing up" issues, past relationship issues, current relationship issues, weight - body image/self-esteem issues, and maybe some transfer addictions. IDK if these things are coming surfacing because I can't hide them with food anymore, but something has to change. I'm going to be 30 in 2 months, and I'm going nowhere. I'm going to be losing my license for 6months to a year, and I'm going to spend this time just trying to get my shit together and save money. I"m going to work on trying to get a TT through the insurance company, and I'm going to buy a Harley next year. Come hell or high water. Those are my two goals for the next year.
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Harley
I'm calling a counselor today, and just as a side note, Mothers Day kinda sucked. Of course the little poems and pictures my daughter gave me were beautiful and so sweet, but everything else sucked. I found myself doing more for everyone else than even normal!!!
Although I did go to Victoria Secret and got myself some clothes, not a lot, but more money than I should have spent, and on a good note, the pink-brand pants were small, and the shirts and sweatshirt I got were XS!!!!
Still holding steady at 135...
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About Me
Buffalo, NY
Location
20.5
BMI
Surgery
11/14/2007
Surgery Date
Jul 18, 2007
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