the time is now....

Oct 23, 2006

Tonight was my last night of having food for about 4 weeks.  Dr. Saber wants me to be on a liquid diet for 2 weeks before and after surgery.  Randy took me out to Applebey's for dinner and I had oriental chicken salad and a blondie.  It was deelish!  I didn't think that letting go of eating was going to bother me but I think that it is a little.  I just feel nervous and I don't want to fail.  I have failed at all other weight loss attempts and I can't take one more.  God is a great God and He will be walking side by side with me through this I am confident.  I will write more later as the protein drinks stack up under my belt.....LOL.

aniticiapation...anti..ci..pa...tion is making me wait.....

Oct 19, 2006

Hi to all of you.  I am waiting for my full liquid diet to start.  I have carnation instant breakfast powder, boost, ensure, and EAS to start.  I am kind of nervous and didn't think that missing food would be an issue.  What a misconception on my part.  I haven't started yet and I feel a little panicky.  I suppose I am not fat because I hate food. LOL.  Please pray for me and I pray God leads me right through this and that I will take joy in beginning this journey and rid me of this anxiety of missing food.  Until later.   

changes, changes, changes

Oct 13, 2006

Geez...i just get used to one format, and they go and switch everything around.  I am really lost here.  I don't know how to decorate my blog page.  I feel so stupid.  I got a cold today...feel prettty yucky.  i don't feel like writing so I will sign off for now.

About Me
Mattawan, MI
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27.8
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RNY
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11/07/2006
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Jan 23, 2006
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the time is now....
aniticiapation...anti..ci..pa...tion is making me wait.....
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