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Oct 12, 2010

October 12, 2010

I guess it has been a little while since I have blogged but time seems to be flying by lately. I am down to a loose size 14 and loving every minute of it. The only thing that bothers me is I want to shop!!! I want to buy all kinds of clothes but I am almost afraid to because my size is changing so quickly. I have bought a few pieces to keep me from being naked but I am about to go crazy!!

I spend alot of time on the net looking and picking out clothes that I like, of course I never buy what I pick out becase money is tight and I don't know where I will end up. I call this therapy. My husband says it is totally fine as long as the credit card never comes out... hahahahah

I am really noticing a difference in my appearance now and so is EVERYONE else. There was someone the other day that didn't even recognize me. Talk about a real boost. I can see that look those people who haven't seen me in a while ...kinda like, is she ok, should I ask? Sometimes it is a little uncomfortable but I usually know what is happening and open the door for them to ask me. If I am asked I do usually tell folks that I have had surgery. I don't really care who knows. I don't feel like a failure because I had the surgery, believe me it is not the easy way out.

Oh, I totally got checked out yesterday morning. I didn't really know how to react because it has been so long since I have been stared at. It was kinda funny really, I caught him staring and then everytime I looked that way he would turn his head like he wasn't checking me out. It actually made me feel good about myself. I am wearing my makeup and fixing my hair and feeling good.

 

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