Went to the Dr's for 3 month follow up today!

Mar 02, 2009

Well I went to the doctor today for my 3 month follow up and I am happy to say that I am down 55 lbs since surgery and 81 lbs since I started this journey!  I am very excited with my weightloss.  I just wish other things in my life were going as well.  My relationship has pretty much turned abusive over the last month.  It makes me nervous and trapped.  I have tried to leave but threats are there now and I am not sure what to do.  There have been only 2 episodes of the rage that he has shown and the last one was this weekend.  I had told him after he put his hands on me the first time that if it happened again I was done.  I am scared of what he would do if I were to tell him its over.  I just really want him to find someone new and be done with me.  That would be so much easier.  The reason for the altercation is because of my lovely car.  It broke down and it fustrated us both and he took it out on me.  So my relationship is bad, my car is bad, and I am living with a friend, so my housing situation is bad.  I am not complaining  I know that things have to look up soon.  They just have to and I know where my help comes from, the Lord.  He promised He would take care of me and I have complete faith.  I really want to enjoy this weightloss but my mind is preoccupied with these things.  I am still blessed that I do have a roof over my head and food on the table and a beautiful daughter that keeps me going.  Things will get better as long as you keep praying and that is what I plan to do. 

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12/01/2008
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