Decisions Decisions

Nov 10, 2013

So 3.5yr out and I have had great succes with the lapband. However, I have some serious decisions to make. I have had 2 very bad complications from an overfill. The first overfill was almost 2 yrs ago and I ended up in the ER with hypoglycemia and had all the fluid taken out of my band. My 2nd overfill happened last month and also left me in the same predicament, but thankfully to dear people around me, I just had the amt that was put in in the recent fill taken out. So I still have limited restriction, but I can hold down liquids and eat like a normal person. 

So after consulting a few drs, their advice is for a gastric sleeve revision. They explained that the band will continue to cause me problems and is not a life-long solution. Yes, I might be able to hold off for 5-20more years, but I am still very young and will need it taken out eventually. Gastric sleeve is a permenant solution.

1. It  really pisses me off that I might need another surgery.

2. It really pisses me off that my BMI actually still qualifies me for bariatric surgery...which I guess is a blessing in disguise.

3. How can I still be considered morbidly obese after losing an Olsen Twin lol. It really does blow my mind.

4. I truly only have 50lb more to lose before I start to look really sick. So is it a dangerous idea?

I have overwhelming support from family and friends, but just the thought scares me. Its more invasive and I am just scared it will be a bad idea. However, it will help me on my final aspect of my WL journey and get me to my goal. 

I have done so well on the band and have put the work in. Its not a failure on my part. But I really wish I would have considered the real implications of getting it in my 20s. 

Going to make an appt with my surgeon soon. Who knows, he might even deny me. But what really irks me is the fact that he was right...he told me I would be back. He pushed for the sleeve and I demanded the band. But this isn't about my pride, its about being around for my family. IT will be so nice not having to worry about the damn port or fills. 

Here is to another unexpected journey. But I have to say, I don't regret my choice for WLS. It has made me a happier, healthier person and I love the changes in my life. 

Highest wt was 270. Lowest 165 (post partum...go figure!)

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