Long time!!!!! 3 years out!!!

Aug 27, 2010

WOW...been 4ever since ive been on here..so much has happened- i have had ups and downs-good and badd. Hope everyone is doing great! Right now im tryin to maintain or not gain anymore weight- i currently weigh 130lbs---KILLING me....i wanted to stay at 115!!!!! gotta work harder...just dont have time anymore- sucks when you have to put other people ahead but tht is my current goal.LOL- also been working on getting NIP and TUck----bit of lift here and there...fingers crossed- Been with the BF for a year now..GREAT!...kids are xcellent...other the 130lbs---im aight...just busy busy....ttyl.
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Long Time......

Nov 02, 2009

Hello everyone,

ive been a busy lil bee- way too much going on to discuss on here, but the ones that  are close to me know wats up. I'm doing good- still maintaining between 115 and 120- wish i could stay at 110!! LOL- been having alot of bulging on top of belly, dont know why but i look 6 mos pregnant sometimes. Any suggestions gladly accepted- i hate to have this bloated or over fullness feeling in my stomach and it could be from anything. I barely sip on water and I balloon up- wtf is up wit dat!!?? Anyway also planning in the near "future" for tummy tuck and thigh lift maybe ? Holidays are upon us and dont really care for any of it- been craving lots of sweats thou- Anna u look AMAZING- GOOD LUCK on your next surgery...so proud of you...well have nothing much to say--take care everyone and enjoy your holidays- exercise, and dont drink too much...lmao!!!!
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Hello

Jun 07, 2009

Hey ya.....

wats up??? not much going on with  me......same ol shit...just trying to Make it day by day.....I'm at 115 lbs which is my weight goal.......YAY!! I cant believe that in August it will be 2 years...wow frkng time flies by too quick......hope everyone is doing wondermous and enjoying da nice weather...i kno i am....lots of exercising, summer is coming up and i hav to keep it up- ttyl...bye
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Not done yet?

Apr 04, 2009

HI!!!

ok..so WTF?? i've had gallbladder surgery and that sucked....then I was hospitalized 2 weeks later for a double infection..UUGGHHH!!! Then to top that shit off, while in da hosp I developed a hernia on top of the infections.......this fucken sucks...is it ever gonna stop....i mean i go to docs to fix one thing and end up leaving with another issue....NOW i have an appt on tues becuz the incision in my belly button is oozzing shit and its infected.....so whats next??....i  still weigh 110- appetite is come and go...somedays i feel like a FAT ASS and im eating all day..other tymes i cant stand to see food and makes me sick......oh well....i guess ill have to wait to see what is wrong now....last tyme i worked was Feb 16th--- hopefully i can return this month...so much going on that its crazy to keep up with everything....my daughter is graduating high school in MAY and then theres all the stress that PROM  causes and getting ready for college but im very proud of her....well thats all for now---see everyone in group this month....bye
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I'm Back!!! after surgery......

Mar 13, 2009

Hello everyone,

I havent posted in a while and alot has happened. First of all I had been having horrible stomach pains since January and in and out of emergency rooms. Doc's could not figure it out but finally concluded that I had an irritated gall bladder. I had surgery for that on 02/27- its painful but bearable....lots of sleep and rest with the help of percocet ofcourse. I weighed in this morning at 110 which is below target and to think that 2 weeks ago  at surgery i weighed in at 126. That is a major differnce. Im probably a size 2 or so- I know once i get better i will want to go back up to atleast 120....i look to boney, i sit on a hard chair and i can feel all my ass bones..lol--- On another note_ my hubby and I decided to give our marriage another chance, its been ok- still some things we need to work out but its ok....i hope everyone is doing super.....ANA...gurl had a great time at da club last time we went out....we should do it again with all da girls again.....Antonia hope to see you in group next week, myself and my cuz will be there.....well till next tyme everyone....take care.....and thanks to everyone who has shown their support.....ttyl>>>

PS: cant wait till i can exercise again and run my 20 miles which are long overdue...weather is starting to b way beautiful!!!
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Not so happy new year!!!!!!!!!!!!

Jan 16, 2009

Hello everyone,  i hope everyone is enjoying there new year. As 08 ended for me I thought that 09 was gonna start off great> Well sad to say it has started off in the wrong direction. I would like to start by saying that any and all support is greatly appreciated. However please hold on to your judgement. I dont like to air my dirty laundry but at this point I feel like I have to take it off my chest and express my self. I have been married for 12 years and we have had our ups and downs like all marriages do. However for the past 4 years my marriage has taken turns and twists i rather not have to deal with. As of this month I have decided to file for divorce and move on with my life. I have 3 children I have to think about and this relationship has pretty  much left me feeling like its not worth fighting for anymore. Hubby is not to happy that I filed and is trying to do everything possible for me not to proceed but my mind has been made up. This is causing so much stress right now that somedays i just wanna give up but that is not an option. Im gonna be strong and stay focused on the storm that lies ahead of me. Its a long story of how shit began and why its fallen apart so i wont go into details. Let me also say, cuz peepz always ask..Losing weight or the surgery has nothing to do with this.  Although I will say that hubby has made comments like: "I liked you betta when u were bigger" WTF?? why? bcuz i settled for BS cuz i was miserable about everything...hell na...life is too short to live miserable and i plan on living a long, happy,healthy life even if it means i'll be alone- Well enough about my marriage.....

Also for the past week I have been feeling like shit . Just when I think that im doing great and glad i had no complications something comes up....i have been out of surgery now 1 year and 5 mo's this week i have lost almost 3 pounds so i weigh about 116 or so- andall of a sudden this week i have been having terrible, crippling pain in my upper stomach area. On monday it hurt but didnt think much of it. On tuesday I was at work and had to leave to the  ER, needless to say docs were  not able to find any thing wrong and sent me home. Wednesday again only this time it seems the pain was worse than before, again to ER and still nothing was found. Then OMG>>>Thursday night as I was ready to go to bed I began to feel the burning sensation in my stomach and then the PAIN....It lasted almost 2 hours before I decided to go to ER again, the pain was unbearable, I couldnt stand, speak or move for that matter. As I get to the hospital- im short of breath, my skin is pale, my pain is at an all time high and i cant walk- Nurses hook me up to every possible machine. I spent the night and all of Friday in the hospital= I was on oxygen, IV, EKG monitor, I had pelvic exams, rectal exams, 3 MRI and 2 chest xrays, they did an ultrasound on my bladder, i had to drink 3 bottles of bariatic sulfate so they can then give me the ink contrast for the mri's. Took so  many urine and blood samples im suprised im still alive. I had extreme low blood pressure, Heart rate dropped supa low  and i was in and out of sleep, plus them feeding me vicodin didnt help the drowsiness- So after all the possible tests that exist they send me on my happy way home- I am to eat every 3 hours and no exercise--which sucks cuz my coworkers and i run 20 miles on the weekends and i exercise all week at the gym and now im restricted...not cool!!! and still they could not find out what the hell is wrong with me...WTF?? this pain and bruise that i have above my stomach is obviously not normal then why cant they figure it out. Its a medical MYSTERY I guess-I lost 3 days of work and $250 in ER visits for nothing- Its friday and im home hoping that this pain will not come back- ive been very sleepy and dragging all day...its like a 48 hour high that wont go away..lol....anywayz ....MY BADD i wrote a long ass story- hope i didnt bore yall too much but had to get this shit off of my chest....thanks to the peeps that have supported me so far, I really appreciate it and thanks for reading my soap opera life....till next time....
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End of "08"- "Regret Nothing"

Jan 04, 2009

Hello all - HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL!!!

Im glad 08' is over and really hoping that "09" is even better!  It was like a freakn roller coaster with so much shit going on in my lyfe but I must say that I had a great end of the year>>. I'm thankful for alot of things tho-  1st and foremost I'm glad I made the decision to be a healthier person,  this surgery has given me my life back. I love to exercise and that takes alot of time and effort cuz lets face it, it's easy to say im not doing this today...We gotta make time for it!! Surgery is only gonna help so much!!  I'm extremely happy that I have found a friend- A BEST FRIEND that is!!! I kno I can count on for support or just to be silly with...after all laughter they say keeps us young and he makes me laugh like crazy!!

I want to say that I still weigh 119 lbs which is awsum in itself but I still want to work on getting down  to 110 lbs. This will be my goal for 09 and to maintain my weight...I would really hate to gain weight after all of this effort. Really looking forward to plastic surgery, hopefully this can happen for me this year too. This year I have set some priorities, i want to be a better and a happier person no matter what happenz. Lyfe takes us through some hurdles we rather not deal with but we must face. I hope that everyone has set there goals and accomplish everything u put your mind to.....Thanks for reading....till next time!!!!
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XMAS

Dec 26, 2008

Hello everyone...glad xmas is over and done with....I spent the holiday with family n friends- There was too much food to name but I will tell you I did not touch any of it. I stuck to my normal schedule, no biggie, not really interested in food even though the holidays are around. I must say that i weigh 119lbs, so that means SADLY I have gained 4 lbs. Now Ive being told that it could be muscle...hhhmmm i dont know bout that..i sure as hell dont see it. I exercise alot and it may or may not be true. I hope it is muscle. Im still running/walking 20 or so miles with my coworkers and we are trying yoga and adding lunges to our routines...man do those hurt...Other than my weight gain nothing new to report, I hope everyone enjoyed the holiday and Hoping everyone has a HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!till next time
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Thanksgiving

Nov 29, 2008

Sweet!!
So Thanksgiving is gone!! I didnt eat much I ate about a cup of food and that was all I needed. Desserts were everywhere but I didnt care to touch them. I weigh 115!! which is wondermous from 250 !!! Im still trying to stay on top of eating atleast 3 times a day, plus snacks but somedays are better than others. Exercise is great> last weekend my coworkers and I did 20 Miles....HOLLY SHIT!! 20 miles that is the longest I have gone, never in my wildest dreams would I of thought that I would love to exercise. I also still go the gym atleast 4 days during the week for an hour or so, Im trying out kickboxing but boy is it hard to do..atleast I think so anyway..Ive been weighlifting a lil not much tho, I have an appt in Feb for plastics and I want to make sure I have some kind of muscle definition,  I probably have about 10 lbs of skin they are going to remove if not more...cant wait till next year!!!

Nice seeing everyone last group....y'all look so good. Rose my cousin is down 50lbs and loving it...Im happy for her.

Im glad my life has taken a turn for the best although there is some things that are not working out right now (personally ), but thats ok...I have a whole lot of other things and peeps in my life to keep me going strong. After all, who said this was going to be an easy journey for all involved in my life....im just glad im here now and that i have the support i need....(u know who u are)-Thanks for being in my life just at the right time!! I am very grateful for that...

Thats all for now...thanks for reading...

Loss!!

Nov 13, 2008

Just a quick update...I got on the scale this morning and I'm down to 116lbs....that is great....wow!!!....


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