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Decided to change my goal weight
Sep 26, 2009
... with reservations ... I've been torn as to WHAT I should finally weight. I asked my doctor a few weeks ago for the first time. I had put 125. I wasn't sure if that was unrealistic or not, but that had always been my perfect weight. Of course, I only stayed there for a few weeks after doing Nutrisystem when I was about 23 ! My doctor said I shouldn't go any lower than 130. That "at my age" I could look too bone"y" or drawn in my face. Hmmmmm So, I decided to raise it to 130 .. but I still secretly hope that I can go lower ... MAYBE ... I guess I have to see when I get there. Of course, it puts me closer to goal, which is nice, especially since things have slowwwwwwed down. I'm 5'4" (and a quarter !) .. I don't know ... any input ? Right now, I am about 151. THIS used to be my WAY fat weight ... but I feel like I look pretty good compared to how I USED to feel at this weight ... so I am hoping I will feel GREAT at 130 .. or wherever I land !What a terrible dilemma, huh ? How thin should I let myself get ?? Before surgery I had given up on THAT, for sure !
New picture in a week. I am firmly wearing a size 10 .. small or medium top .. medium yoga pants ! Who woulda thought ?