Off track...

May 24, 2009

I thought that over a year ago that this wouldn't happen. I would lose the weight and be good. I've stretched the limits and now I feel like I really screwed up. I'm eating and drinking things I know I shouldn't. I'm not eating the things I should. It's not that I don't have them in the house. I do I just eat the other things that are in the house instead. I'm so frustrated and mad at myself for eating all this crap. I want to go back to eating bare minimum and no more sugar at all.  Like at the beginning. I'm doing screwing up I want to lose this last thirty pounds and DAMN IT. im gonna do it. If only i was this gung ho all the time. Such as when i see those sugary things. UGH! Well hopefully tomorrow/ today will be better. Night All.
xoxo 

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