francine A.
I don't know that it's different then many others. I was an over weight child but not like I am now. (If only I could be the 180 I was when I graduated). Funny thing is I still feel like her. I look in the mirror and I say who is that. I'm the person hiding inside. (not the one you see in front of you.)
Well I have five beautiful kids and a wonderful husband. I love them all so much but I am afraid. I fear that I won't be there for them. If I stay the way I am now will i be there when they graduate, or go to college,get married. I want to now my grandchildren not just imagine what they will be like someday.
I want to grow old with my husband. I have enjoyed his love and companionship since I was a jounior in high school. We've been through the easy and the rough. The wasw with me when I was normal size, and Still now that I'm not. I want to be able to look back and remember all the times. Not regret a life to short.
New Years Eve. Senior prom
Wedding 1994 1993
I want to be happy. I want to be in a good mood. I want to be able to enjow life, and my children. Not have them remember mommy as fat and tired and grumpy...
I realize that I need to change. For my children. For my husband. And if for no other reason, for me.
