June 8, 2010

Jun 08, 2010

WOW! Its been a long time since I made an update. I havent even been on the site for a very long time to check how everyone is doing. I guess I have been avoiding. : (

I was doing fine. Still not losing but not gaining. But I had a very stressful 6 months at the end of 2009. My relationship with my husband and finances. I baked way too much at christmas and chowed down. Needless to say I gained 20 lbs!!!!!! ugh!!!! I hate it!! I blame it on eating junk and not exercising at all!!! I can eat more at a time but still only a small amount so my sleeve is still working but Im not using it like I should.  Boo on me!

I am going to the Y again at least 3 days a week ,  Im watching what I eat and tryng not to eat past 8pm so I hope to lose this 20 lbs. before 2010 is out. My goal is still 197. Im not going to kill myself to get there but Im sure one day I will reach that goal. I still can wear an XL top and Im wearing 16-16w pants. So not too bad but I dont want to go higher. I refuse to allow myself to gain more weight. I will be very happy to be X-XL and a 12-14.
I really would like a tummy tuck and have my inner thighs and arms done then I wouldn't need to lose weight just exercise to stay in shape and toned. I have to start the fund to make that possible!!!!

I hope everyone is doing well and did a better job than me with maintaining!

Food will still be a life long struggle for me but now its easier! 

Good luck to those still in the process of making their decision, which is the hardest part of it all!!!

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