marcia5000
AM I ABOUT TO MAKE A BIG MISTAKE?
Jun 01, 2009
It's 7:45 am and I have been up since 3:15 am. Yesterday I woke up at 1:00 am. Why? Because I can't sleep. I'm a nervous wreck. I actually feel like I have overloaded on caffeine, I'm so jittery, except I haven't had any caffeine! I'm supposed to be on the liquid diet with a lean cuisine for dinner. I can't even eat or drink! I have never been so upset that I can't eat, usually just the opposite. I'm so nauseaus, at first I thought it was the protein I was drinking, but it's all the time. I know it's normal to get nervous, but I'm wondering if this is a sign that I'm making a mistake? I mean really, who elects to have their insides cut and rearranged? If I can't handle the way I feel BEFORE surgery, what will happen after surgery? I am really depressed about this. I have researched WLS for years. I've come on this website everyday for six months. I really thought I was prepared, but now that surgery is one week away, I am freaking out! If any of you felt any of this, please share your experiences with me so I don't feel like I'm going crazy or making a huge mistake.
